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Not me currently crying because I just finished Death Note. I have to know what happens after but. That wont happen. Lets just say I wont be okay for a while

Its 10 minutes to a New Year so Happy new year everyone! This year has been a real journey and thank u for everyone, for the new friends and for everyone who has decided to stay round! I love all of u, stay safe, stay healthy and have an amazing new year!!
          
          

Is it that sometimes people wear all black, so they can be a shadow? In the meaning of that  you're always there when needed, but you still stay invisible.
          
          Then that is just me

Does someone else love sleeping, because that is your escape from reality? But at the same time you dont want to fall asleep, because that would mean that the next day will come to you faster, then if you stay up.
          
          Cause that is me right now. I'm starting school tomorrow. That means my stress will also start rising. And the night is my recharge, my alone time. But I should be sleeping at, cause I need a physical recharge too. 
          
          Why is life so complicated 

It' almost 5AM here, and I woke up an hour ago. I should probably sleep cause i'm gonna be tired, but I kinda want to continue maybe writing my book. I'm definitely gonna stay up a little bit tho

When you realise, you don't have one good skill, and you don't stand out in anything. Your just like average good. Nothing special. No gymnastics, no flexibility, no turns, no jumps. How will I get into a team then? I only have a week. I realized it too late I guess. Great.

Soo. If anyone is interested in talking about Star Wars stuff. Or other fandom's. Or just randomly talk, I made a group chat on tumblr. Its called: Star Wars/Random stuff
          
          My account is: space-lion-Slskywalker 
          Here's the link:
          https://www.tumblr.com/chat/GWjxMgj5n7KvYysnLvR7Qg/star-warsrandom-stuff

It's almost 6 AM. And i'm still awake. Well, good that I don't have school tomorrow.
          But the problem is, is that i'm starving. I guess sleep will have to cure my hunger sadly.
          
          Life isn't helping me out right now.
          
          (Don't take me too seriously. I'm probably too tired so i'm saying shitty/cringey stuff)
          

People constantly ask if i'm alright. I get that they care, but it's getting annoying. 
          Like i'm fine, just because i'm in my room the whole day, doesn't mean that i'm not fine.
          
          But I get it, they care about me so they ask just in case. I love them, but i'm just easily frustrated ❤

This is just a guide to my Anakin x reader. There are gaps in the chapters. I'm working on a chapter 2, It just takes long, cause I lost the idea a little. I hope I can finish it this weekend