@Quinniscool09 I really get this, Trust me I have been in this situation before. Its ok if you want to vent on wattpad, were all willing to listen. I say do what makes you happy, These 2 people you dont even like anymore/haven't liked before dont make up the world, No one will judge you for breaking it off. He upright left, And that's not ok at all to put such a big burden on you. I get not wanting to be a heartbreaker, or wanting yourself to love someone, but it just won't happen. Im sure you'll find the person, (or people) who make you happy, If you dont feel happy or comfortable in this relationship it shouldn't continue. You dont have to listen to me, But I really wish you the best <3