I suffered too much in such pain and illness. Though i heard the news lately, i can't stress myself out. I hope that the new world he will be in is better, and always picks the name of his. Same time i wonder if i can go in such a world.. Too much drama to me Haha... I feel like dying in any moment now. sigh.. I still want to do something.. I want to reach further, further than before. Its frustrating in the same time. There's still a lot way more to go, will i?-..No, I will survive.. Right?
I hope so.. Cause there's a place i want to go..