Professional fuck up

*user has moved to @ClassifiedEmo *

You don't fucking know. 
          
          I love you, I do. And don't ever forget that.
          And you know me better than I know myself.
          
          But, you don't know. 
          You. Do. Not. Know.
          
          You don't know exactly what happened. 
          You don't know how I feel, I'm not even sure you realize how scared I am.
          
          You've never had an experience like this.
          You don't know. You don't understand. You can't understand. 
          
          And, that's okay.
          You don't have to know, and you don't have to understand. 
          
          But, don't put more pressure and more stress on me.
          
          Do I want you with me? 
          Absolutely I do. 
          I would never force you to, I can't even if I wanted to. 
          
          We aren't fighting, though you may believe we are. we just need a balance. 
          
          I know you probably feel bad. 
          I understand, I do. 
          
          You're right though, this is my decision. 
          And we don't have to agree on everything, but we do have to respect each other's beleifs and decisions. 
          
          But, I also know that you're going to leave me on read until I decide to take the high road, and apologize.
          
           You know I'll apologize even if I haven't actually don't anything wrong. 
          
          But this time, I know I haven't don't anything wrong. Yes, it's my own fault for the situation I'm in, but I don't regret what i typed, and I don't believe it was wrong, nor am I sorry for it. 
          
          I'd be more then happy to talk/hear from you, but I'm not going to apologize for my beliefs. 
          
          I love you, and I always will, nothing can ever change that. 
          
          
          

WOAH ITS BACK

"Don't let them see. 
          Just cry it out, pull yourself together and push forward. No one ever asked anyway."

The other night, dear. 
          I dreamt I held you in my arms. 
          But I awoke, dear, I was mistaken. 
          And so I hung my head, and cried.

24 hours.

*ahem*
          
          Ow.

My older sister and I crossing the street: 
          
          Her: *doesn't look both way, dragging me along with her* 
          
          Me: *doesn't really mind* "you're supposed to look both ways, ya know" 
          
          Her: *shrugs* "They'll either hit us or they won't!" 
          
          Me: ".....I'm kinda okay with either--" 
          
          Her: "no, bad. "

I LOVE YOU

"Positive thinking is more than just a tagline. It changes the way we behave. And I firmly believe that when I am positive, it not only makes me better, but it also makes those around me better."
          
          Have a great week!
          
          Stay safe,
          Stay strong, and
          Stay alive!
          
          ~whoooz
          
          "Everyday may not be good, but there is good in every day."
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