Queen of the Gummy Bears

@Prisim So sorry that you have gone.  I just finished re-reading Dragon and really with there was a 3rd. I hope you get this an know that there are still people enjoying your stories 

@Prisim I understand. I go through that periodically where I DO delete Facebook. Which is probably why I'm not on there anymore, you probably deleted me while I was deactivated.

@PJMalone I am still on FB but I did go through an epic purge during one of my many meltdowns during the past couple years so I'll be honest... I have no idea if you survived those meltdowns or not LOL I deleted people that I didn't even remember deleting until they tried to message me. It was that kind of meltdown. Kinda surprised I didn't delete FB all together but sadly it is my only contact with a lot of people.

@djcampbell143112782 Had to break my hiatus to respond to this one (while I'm not active I am still occasionally checking my wattpad) I'm so sorry to hear about your mom. Colon cancer is what took my mom from me when I was a child so I know that pain all to well. I'm glad that my books could bring you together during that time. It is truly an honor to hear that.
            
            Unfortunately I really don't think I'm ever going to get published and frankly I don't even know if I'll ever write again at this point. Right now I'm focusing on my mental health so writing has been kind of non-existent while I do that. When I was crashing hard, it just wasn't bringing me the joy it once was. I criticized myself for EVERYTHING. So stepping away was, and still is, needed until I can build myself back up.
            
            For that same reason is why I likely won't bring the rest back to Wattpad. I brought a few back to help people through covid and so far haven't decided to remove them again, so I'm not going to say they'll never return. It's just not likely.
            
            I am truly honored at what my writing has meant to you. You really have no idea how great hearing that makes me. Hopefully someday I'll find that joy in writing again and can at least wrap up the Draygon trilogy.

@Prisim I have to say it, I miss Josh! I can't go on without him! Please help me! I have to have him! Seriously though, I am ashamed to admit I can't remember the title of the book that I love most and really need to read again! These books were the only thing that ke}t my moms spirits up during her sickness. We lost her to colon cancer November 27,2021. Your stories were what brought her and I closer in the beginning of her battle. After I read everything you posted on here I set my mom up to read them from my account and I even read some of them to her when the treatments had her too tired to read herself. She and I still spoke about your characters and your stories the day befo=e she passed. So if you can and you feel li(e you want to reshare them here, I would greatly appreciate it, and I'll understand if it's too much trouble. Freelander is stuck in my head but I'm not sure if that's the correct title or not. I don't want you to feel obligated or anything. It would just be nice if I could read them again. Mom told me that the day we could buy them in hard copy we were buying 2 sets and I am to figure out getting you to sign both sets for us. I'm still betting that day will come. Mom and I both were waiting for that day @nd I am still waiting. You h@ve it in you to succeed as a writer, with an amazing talent that captivated 3 generations at once. That's not an easy feat.;it you did it with my mom, my son's, and myself with one series of stories from your beautiful creative mind. My son's and I await the day that we can make that purchase and I can pester you for your autograph!

@Prisim It has been a very long time! I hope this message finds you well, happy, and fully stocked with as many Gummy Bears as possible! I'm not going to lie, I started hoarding gummy bears back in March of 2020 at the very beginning of the pandemic! I should probably be ashamed of myself for this, but I'm not! Prisim, my Gummy Goddess, we'll wait for you to be ready to come share your amazing writing with us until the end of time if that's what it takes! Sending you love, light, healing energy, and always Gummy Bears! Be well my friend! All of us love you chica! Oh, and I bought the 4pound Gummy Bear in Cherry flavor! $40 from vat19. com!

 Thank you and a Merry Christmas to you as well 

And back atcha! Merry Christmas, and here's hoping for a healthy and prosperous new year!

@Prisim Merry Christmas!!

@frosrieb Hopefully eventually. But I'm struggling with my confidence so just haven't written much of it at all. I've gotten about a chapter done but haven't touched it in a month. I'm trying, but it's one of those can't force myself moments so I have to ride the tides of wanting to write as they come in.

@Prisim your books are amazing and the people you made are amazing I hope you finish the draygon series I so wish to know how it ends thank you for writing the first two

@Prisim We live, we learn.
            It is always the case with writers but you have to overcome it so that your ideals are actualised. Your ideas and style of writing is unique in it's own way.  There's ways your work could surpass those before you and after. Take your time, take it easy. Open yourself to new things, then when you are relaxed you can always continue. I look forward to reading the book 3 of the Draygon series. You are great as you are but strive also to be greater.

@GeorgeCloudJr Honestly with the way my head is right now, I don't have to try at all to hate what I'm doing. That is basically instant right now. So I write as much as I can until that voice gets too loud and then I stop and wait until I have the urge to write again, no matter how long it takes for that urge to get here. I do miss writing, but missing it just hasn't been enough right now. But I'll either get there or I won't. Not too worried about it at this point. I'd just really like to be able to give closure to the Draygon books so I don't leave people hanging like I did the Celestial Children trilogy.
            
            @Shad0w99 Not sure they're really that original LOL I'm sure someone, somewhere has done it before and done it better.