PinkMeowMeow

      Lord, it’s only 4 more months into I’m 19. I was just getting used to being 18. 
          
          Can time please slow down ???

Ahem.
          
          I’m now technically legal now !
          
          I’m now the 18.  I’ve finally discovered , you don’t immediately get hit with bills or getting a job suddenly. 
          
          Thank god. 

Ahem !
          
          Happy New Years !!!

Quick question, how do you repair a relationship of any kind ? 
          
          Like...maybe it’s just me...
          But even after someone give me so much pain , I still care about them. I still , at the very least want to still be their friend.
          
          Everything from the cats that hiss in pain to a break up to a bad fight...I still want to be there for that person if...you know...I see them as something extra special.
          
          Or maybe I forgive too much.
          Maybe I give too much.

Me: Even though I’m anxious about senior year , I hope it’s worth it !
          
          Reality: Bullshit. Bullshitery everywhere.

Life is about getting wounds , surviving them , self care and healing properly to get stronger.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Only one of things keep repeatedly happening. Feels nice to keep bleeding out. 

I forgot u existed :3 oops...

Why do I exist ? 
          I’m a fuck up no matter what I do.

Ew 
          Another update ??

I leave for vacation and there’s changes
          AGAIN