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J I love you so much I can't describe how much I've missed you I never forgot you I never regretted any of it I know you might not remember me and that I shouldn't be reopening this wound I've spent so long trying to close but I don't care because I just need to tell you that you never stopped being my anchor every time I wanted to end it I thought of you and every time I listen to I'm not okay(I promise) I think of you because you told me once it's your favorite song and I love you so much and I hope that one day we'll meet again and I know if we do all the time in between will vanish because that's just who we are never give up never stop fighting never stop loving never stop writing because your such an amazing writer and please never forget me because I know that I will never forget you I think about you almost every day even now and I always will I miss your bad jokes and your sarcasm and the way you could always make me smile and how you were the only one who ever made me cry who ever made me feel when I was numb and I will never forget your for that Thankyou for being in my life and for giving me something to live for for introducing me to real music and teaching me to fly I can never repay you for everything you did for me and I know that I could get grounded for another 6 months sending this but I don't care because I love you so much and I hate that we had to stop talking because you made me a better person and you might see this and have no idea who I am and that might be better because it means you've moved on and seeing this won't hurt as much but part of me hopes you never forget me and part of me wishes I never had to stop being your anchor and part of me hopes I never did and part of me wants to go back in time so I can talk to you again but I can't and I'm so sorry j I am sorry if I hurt you because I didn't mean it I never meant to hurt you and you didn't hurt me I was never mad at you I only ever missedyou❤️
