Phantom_Ducky

Hey guys. Haven’t heard from me in awhile, huh?
          
          I’m really sorry that I won’t be finishing any of my fics on here, I wish I was as passionate about them as I was before.
          
          The community has started somewhat healing but I cannot find it in myself to face what I used to love.
          
          Maybe one day, I’ll come back. But for now, this account will be archived.
          
          I will be unfollowing most people except for a few, I don’t like doing that, it makes me feel bad but just for convenience and everything.
          
          If anyone would like to message me, I have a sideblog on tumblr called “duckysthoughts” which is dedicated to DSMP but I do not post on there often, the only reason I created it was because I got some dsmp things on my feed from a mutual.
          
          Anyways, again, I’m really sorry, if anyone would like to chat, just send me an ask through tumblr, this account will probably be dead for awhile.
          
          Here is the link to my account, I really had a fun time in this fandom, I truly did. Thank you to all the people I’ve been friends with during this time.
          
          https://www.tumblr.com/duckysthoughts
          
          If you do message me but are on anon, put your wattpad user, if you’d like.

How the fuck did I get to 90 follows—
          
          I DONT EVEN POST (currently)—
          
          Urgh I know y’all really like the Mafia au and I said I’d finish it but never got to it but maybe, just maybe, I’ll try to </3

Shitttt y’all how the hell did I ever hate found family???
          
          Cause like— I was checking the through my email and found this comment saying “Okay? He’s just sharing his opinion” and I’m so confused like ‘the hell did I do?’ So I go to check on it 
          
          My comment says something along the lines of ‘found family is kind of overused’ or something like that (I can’t be bothered to check it again cause I’m pretty dang tired) and I’m like WHEN TF DID I SAY THAT??? WDYM I HATED FOUND FAMILY??? CAUSE LIKE I NOW HAVE 3 FICS RELATING TO FOUND FAMILG IN THE MAKING—
          
          Btw my comment was made about 11 months ago so how in the frickin hell did I hate found family/think it wasn’t overused
          
          Idk apparently I have changed a lot in one year...
          
          Luckily it was for the better >:D found family is fucking awesome and no one will tell me otherwise—
          
          Shout out to that dude lol, he made me see the errors of my way (half joking but all in all props to you man—)

Damn just went back to read “They Replace me?” And like— damn y’all weren’t kidding when you said you read it multiple times—
          
          Literally the first chapter has over 80 views >D<
          
          Thanks for the support lol I just wanted to go back and read my very old works :3

GUYS I JUST REALIZED I FORGOT TECHNOBLADES BRITHDAY T^T
          
          IT WAS ON JUNE 1ST FLR ANYONE WHO DIDNT KNOW
          
          HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY KING <3

Happy Pride Everyone! 
          
          Sorry I’m a little late I kinda forgot about this account :( (I almost forgot my password as well—)

Ughhhhh I’m sorry for being dead for so long T^T
          
          However I still have chapters 18-23 planned in You were never meant to be a hero 
          
          I swear if I try re-doing it I think imma die
          
          Anyways I was supposed to try and finish mafia but never got around to doing it :(
          
          I want to try doing that soon it’s just idk if I have the motivation T^T

I just need like one other opinion on this because I think I might be overthinking it
          
          So you guys know like when you play stuff like kahoots or just some kind game class game where your teacher sometimes lets y’all  pick your name
          
          For like the past week I’ve been naming myself “Soulburner” because it’s the name of one of my comfort character. Lately (the past like two/three days) this guy steals my name and copies f*cking everything from my avatar to the capitalization. LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. 
          
          I can’t tell if I’m over reacting or not but like I need a second opinion on this. Also once this girl (who’s kinda my friend?) took my name and when I asked her about it she said “your name is lucky!” (For context she had gotten first in the round we were playing.)
          
          LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL???? JUST CAUSE I ACTUALLY FUCKING STUDY AND HAVE AN ASSOCIATIVE MEMORY DOES NOT MAKE MY NAME LUCKY. THE WHOLE ASS GOLD QUEST FUCKING BLOOKET IS BASED OFF LUCK. 
          
          LIKE JUST CAUSE I WIN “all the time” DOES NOT MAKE MY NAME FUCKING LUCKY. 
          
          THE MAIN REASON THIS PISSES ME OFF SO BAD IS THAT THEY DONT UNDERSTAND THE CHARACTER, THEY DONT KNOW WHO HE IS, ALL THEY KNOW IS THAT I WIN A FUCK TON AND SOMEHOW THEY CORRELATES TO MY NAME BEING LUCKY.
          
          ALSO NO ONE ACTUALLY LIKES THE BOY WHO TAKES MY NAME. HE IS SO GOSHDAMN HATED LIKE STFU WDYM YOU HAVE ‘depression’ IF YOU DO I DONT THINK ANYONE WOULD GIVE A FLYING FUCK IF YOU JUMPED OFF A BRIDGED. LIKE I TRY TO BE NICE TO HIM SOMETIMES BUT HE DOESNT FUCKING STOP BEING ANNOYING “oH yOUr FrEE TRiaL wiTH pAPer has endED” LIKE SHUT THE ACTUAL FUCK UP NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOU. he’s like “sometimes I feel like I’m going to snap” like he told me that when we were on the same team in warmups and in that unit I tried being sympathetic saying something like ‘yeah me too’ but now all I feel like is snapping his neck. Yes that’s figurative I wouldn’t actually do that. 
          
          I just needed to get this out somewhere cause I feel  my friends would think it’s stupid.

Gah I remember the days when j send to have so many books in my reading lists
          
          Funny thing I had over 80 books in the smut reading list lmao and there’s like 20 or less now
          
          Same goes for the main reading list there was probably 300+ or wtv burn now it’s  only like 120 I think
          
          Man now I just read on ao3 and I’m not in this fandom but like if y’all still want to interact with me I come onto this account once every blue moon >D<
          
          Being fr though it’s probably only if I need something from this account or if I want to check notifs 
          
          Like I have stuff stored on here cause my phone storage SUCKS A— anyways yeah I need google docs back cause I have like 140+ tabs open cause I can’t exactly save them any other way— so I just have this doc full of links to like tumblr or wtv cause some of the art makes me laugh or the art is just really pretty lol
          
          Anyways idk why I’m typing all this lmao so byeeeeeeeeee

Hey guyssss if you don’t live in America this shouldn’t concern you too much
          
          Anyways Trump has passed an executive order saying that there’s only two genders. Trans people are also getting stuff like their drivers license and passport changed to the gender they were born with rather than the one they currently identify as.
          
          Something else I’d like to add (if your in America) I saw some people on tumblr saying to not buy anything on Febuary 28
          
          I’ll link in some posts in a book.