@ParallelMax
I think im in the final stretch of cleaning my room guys i have everything kinda in piles and sorted now i have all the bedding to put on my bed and finish out the organizing of all my clothes and trinkets into their final spots i cant believe this and then i get to paint my walls later too
It feels like trying to clean my room hasnt even acomplished anything. I let it get so bad for years cause ive been stupid depressed, and i was trying to change that yesterday. I spent hours moving shit around, grouping it based on what i need to keep, what to let go of, laundry, and trash. And its still not enough. I wanted it done by last night, and it just wasnt. And now i feel almost more depressed than before because what do you mean i spent all that time making all that progress and it didnt even do anything to improve how i feel? What do you mean i just feel more depressed than ever?
@The_Lion_Prince yeah its a bunch of bullshit like just make me happy now not in the long run
@ParallelMax Depression sucks like that, because it feels like putting in the effort to make it better should help right away. But it takes so long to even notice a difference that it's hard to continue putting in that work.
Im getting more and more nervous each day cause my mom has back surgery on Tuesday and its supposed to be pretty simple but im still really nervous about it
WHY IS THE MICROWAVE SO DUCKING LOUDDD
Watching live tv late at night feels like im a child again. Probs cause im watching TOH on Disney XD
Black Clover intro 10 i believe. Point to me
Every time i walk past my brothers door after 10pm, i play Guess the Song cause he has a playlist that goes through the night and a lot of the songs are either ones im very familiar with, or songs i am very not familiar with. Just now, it was Dirty Paws by Of Monsters and Men. Point to me
Yknow when you just randomly hyperfixate on a song for like a week or more? Well, this time its happened to me with one of my moms songs and im sure i am probs gonna end up single handedly bringing it up over 1000 listens. This wasnt even on purpose man, she released the song like 3 years ago so its not even like one of the recent ones shes making like what
Okay so, APPARENTLY, the so called 'sticky rice' i was making before? Yeah, not sticky rice. Just sushi rice. Apparently its different and i need calrose/sweet rice NOT sushi rice im so dumb
Life hack: if you make shitty rice, a whole can of tuna fixes it
