I'm a pan with no plan

SO!! This is Pan-with-panic's new account!! There was a whole skadoodle shebang with Wattpad, so I can't login to either MarvelLover_TacoLady OR Pan-with-panic. Which, excuse my Italian, fucking sucks. I'm actually mad I had to go through this. Stupid 10 minute emails, am I right?
          
          So anyway, this means I lost a couple of my works. I haven't checked to see the extent of what I wont have, but yeah. :/
          
          But I'm glad to be back!!!!!! @221castiel 
          @Dang_Destiel
          I love you guys

Okay, so I'm having a lot of anxiety about this (literally feel like throwing up, as you do) , but I found a way to get on here VERY RARELY. I might not do it again, idk. I don't know if I can completely delete the history on this laptop, where no one will even suspect anything is up, because one of my greatest fears is someone in my family  finding my accounts.
          ANYWAY, I just wanted to let y'all know from my own hand what's going on. 
          My mom was getting suspicious of my time on the computer, so she took away the guest login, which would do a complete wipe of all the files once you logged out. This of course was exactly why I used it to get on here.  Now that that's gone... I might not be back for a long while.
          
          To sum it up, overprotective parents suck. Sorry, I hope to talk to y'all soon!!!
          
          (I miss you guys)

I hope you’re doing okay. I miss you :,(

in a 1980s radio host voice;
          
          a message from OP, she won't be able to get on wattpad or tumblr for an indefinite amount of time. basically her mom got suspicious  and took away the profile that's the only one with access to those sites , she asked me to tell you guys this just so you know she is not in fact dead, nor does she plan on dying in the next few hundred years.   @Dang_Destiel @221Castiel 
          
          she asked me to @ yall specifically just because she talks to you dudes the most

IT BOTHERS ME SO MUCH THAT I CANT MAKE COVERS FOR MY STUPID BOOKS UGHHHHHHHHH  
          
          
          
          :) this is fine :)

Put out another chapter of Dancing With Demons!! Check it out if you so wish :)

I may or may not have made almost the entire next chapter of Dancing With Demons about a cat.......

Moral of the story is, if I ever feel like I need to cry, but I'm too emotionally constipated to cry, I just need to read twist and Shout, because I'm crying now.

"It was so painless, falling in love with Dean"
          
          
          Oh God, please don't make me cry

Due to SOME PEOPLE *coughs @Dang_Destiel * reminding me of all the Twist and Shout feels, I might be rereading Twist and Shout soon
          
          (Please pray for my heart)