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i love: minnie, felix, jae, maya, and astrid <3 deadman wonderland squad best squad 

the onceler is a dirty capitalist and the lorax is the only hero, thank you and goodbye.

nobody:
          minnie, felix, and i on vc for 12 hours: baBy wE gO wiLd, eHehEh, 127 squad, eHeHeh 

woke up to find out that pokecord is gone from discord, and it was on this day that i truly learned: you cannot trust anyone.

it's three thirty in the morning, and i've been consuming so much marceline x princess bubblegum content that i am inherently JEALOUS of what these two animated characters have. like PLEASE, i want a relationship like their's. i would give one of my kidneys for that right now, i feel so SINGLE. 
          
          in other news: i am now accepting girlfriend applications :) 

you haven't fully lived until you've sat on a voice call in my discord server and listened to me read a cow hybrid fic about yuta lactating into minion kevin's mouth. just sayin'.
          
          (( discord link posted on my main account mb, wink wink. )) 

hi, someone come teach me how to insert myself into the rp side of wattpad that i have never touched in my entire life, and have been genuinely scared of for months, because i stalked someone's message board and watched them have the hottest, but sweetest, conversation all in the name of rp, and i kinda want that ngl-

who is joohyun owo is that a boy or a girl

5/12/2020 ; 9:57 PM.
          
          it's too familiar,
          the sense of dread that sinks in deeper each day.
          that sense of deja vu that haunts early mornings. . .
          it's almost like i've been here before,
          nothing short of a million times prior,
          nothing short of a lifetime to some creatures i have spent in this dizzying cycle.
          
          it's too tired,
          the sense of exhaustion that seeps in through the pores on my body like a sponge soaking up water.
          it's not a surprise anymore,
          it's normalcy to me,
          and yet a part of me always prays for it to be different.
          not that it ever is,
          because those wishes get lost somewhere amongst the trillions of glittering stars in the inky black expanse overhead;
          soft begs drowned out by the sounds of the world spinning correctly on its axis.
          
          it's not an ending scene that i'm searching for,
          but instead,
          an intermission.
          the story hasn't finished,
          and certainly neither have i,
          but would you be so kind as to allow me a break; -if only for a second, a second's chance at breathing stably for the first time in heaven knows how long.
          for the first time in forever.
          
          this mask is suffocating,
          my lungs are filling with smoke,
          my mouth tastes of metal,
          my eyes sting with the resound of a thousand wildfires. . .
          i am not as good as i'd like to think myself to be.
          
          and that's my mistake.

super obsessed with hybrid aus at the moment (specifically the ones on ao3 with exo members??) so i'm thinking of just writing a bunch of hybrid aus over the summer (oneshots) just because i can, hehe.
          
          (( any animal you'd like to see be represented? i've done wooyoung as a cat hybrid and jeongin as a fennec fox in the past, but i think i'd be down for just about anything! ))