??idk????

i be thinking about the butterfly effect and how if i didn't do certain things my life would be so different, it's interesting yet scary

i thought my mental health getting better, guess not

it's hard for me to communicate the thoughts that i hold

*ten minute rant* i ain't even mad

older.

nothing above, nothing below

"suffering feels religious if you do it right,,
                                                                                        -Chelsea Hodson

im sad but not like sad enough to be a good painter or whatever 

ctrl alt delete my life

relationship goal: a relationship