OneD5454

omg I haven't been on here in so long so life update also ⚠️trigger warning⚠️ I mention some stuff that can be triggering to most people. I get to meet my girlfriend of almost 2 years at a Niall concert. my braces hurt like a bitch but not nearly as bad as my expander cause it's cutting my tongue open. I went back to school after being homeschooled for 2 years, got severely bullied and had to file a complaint and get a no contact order on someone I thought was my friend for sexual harassment. my parents refuse to let me go back to homeschooling cause I need the "high school experience." I have to make a life changing decision at school that decides my whole future, luckily it's snowing so bad I haven't been at school in a week and I have time to think on it but for the most part I think I know what I'm doing. my BPD has gotten worse so that's always fun, plus the fact I'm autistic so it's like a constant battle. I haven't been on here cause I've been so busy and just so exhausted. my health has declined so fast my kidneys are giving out, my heart is weakening, and I'm in constant physical pain. the medication for that has made my sewerslide thoughts worse so I've been trying to get over all that, so my 2 bestfriends and my girlfriend don't have a dead bestfriend/girlfriend. it's been hard but I think it's getting better I have rough patches where I'll relapse but my bestfriends Abbie, Lilly, and my girlfriend have been helping a lot I can't thank them enough, but that was just a quick life update  it's a lot.

OneD5454

omg I haven't been on here in so long so life update also ⚠️trigger warning⚠️ I mention some stuff that can be triggering to most people. I get to meet my girlfriend of almost 2 years at a Niall concert. my braces hurt like a bitch but not nearly as bad as my expander cause it's cutting my tongue open. I went back to school after being homeschooled for 2 years, got severely bullied and had to file a complaint and get a no contact order on someone I thought was my friend for sexual harassment. my parents refuse to let me go back to homeschooling cause I need the "high school experience." I have to make a life changing decision at school that decides my whole future, luckily it's snowing so bad I haven't been at school in a week and I have time to think on it but for the most part I think I know what I'm doing. my BPD has gotten worse so that's always fun, plus the fact I'm autistic so it's like a constant battle. I haven't been on here cause I've been so busy and just so exhausted. my health has declined so fast my kidneys are giving out, my heart is weakening, and I'm in constant physical pain. the medication for that has made my sewerslide thoughts worse so I've been trying to get over all that, so my 2 bestfriends and my girlfriend don't have a dead bestfriend/girlfriend. it's been hard but I think it's getting better I have rough patches where I'll relapse but my bestfriends Abbie, Lilly, and my girlfriend have been helping a lot I can't thank them enough, but that was just a quick life update  it's a lot.

OneD5454

It’s like 3am and I saw AOTV at like 7pm last night I loved it I cried and lip synced my heart out the support of Liam and Niall was beautiful the moments with Freddie were so cute and the memories of his mother and sister were soul crushing and when a glimpse of my show was shown I flipped out

OneD5454

@Camilas_1D_Love nope
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KissMeYouFoolSep28

@OneD5454 I hope so, I really really hope so
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OneD5454

@KissMeYouFoolSep28 I don’t think so as of now but Louis replied to a tweet saying it should be on a streaming service and he replied “thats a great idea pam” and was being sarcastic as if he was already planning on it
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OneD5454

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I just fractured 3 of my fingers on my left hand how fucking fun

OneD5454

@KissMeYouFoolSep28 yeah they don’t hurt as bad after awhile as long as I keep them wrapped or in a brace
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KissMeYouFoolSep28

@OneD5454 ouch, you alright?
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-Halfway-home-

@OneD5454 ouch-
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