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Hey it’s been a while i’m not sure if you remember me, but we used to be in the Nexo nights Amino together

Wattpad isnt working for me

Just gonna say, I’ve discovered something. 
          
          I kin my own OC. 
          
          Nick Woods. 
          
          Now, those who I rp with will know that name by heart. The reasons I kin him is because I’m also socially awkward, shy & I also have a shitload of insecurities. Sometimes, the case is if Nick’s insecures pop up, so do mine. His are about his life from the past & about being alone & left out. Mine are about my body, (I haven’t been pressured by anything or anyone, it’s my own fault that I’m insecure) how I look & my life ahead of me. If Nick gets soothed, so do I. In a way

Final part of the other two. @Keigo_Takami-_
          
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          It didn’t take long for Nick to smile as he laughed. When Subaru saw this he smiled himself & let go of him. He leaned back against the bed, still holding Nick close.
          
          “You’re really pretty.” Subaru said as he watched Nick regain his breath.
          
          “You’ve said…” he panted softly, leaning back against him again.
          
          “Yeah, I know. It’s something I’ll say over, & over, & over again. I’ll never get tired of telling you how much I love you, & how much you mean to me.”
          
          Nick smiled again at this. “I love you so much Subby…”
          
          “I love you too Nicky…”
           
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          There we have it! I hope all who read will enjoy!

Pt 2 of based on rp me & @Keigo_Takami-_ are doing
          
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          Subaru soon pulled away slowly & went back to rubbing Nick’s ears, listening to him purr again. “You’re adorable, my sweet baby boy.”
          
          Nick blushed quickly. The nicknames were one of the biggest flusters for Nick, ’baby’ & ‘baby boy’ being the biggest ones. ‘Baby boy’ specifically made him feel really soft & small & he loved the feeling.
          
          Subaru chuckled at his cuteness & shyness. “Awwww, flustered again?”
          
          Nick nodded. “Mhm… you know that nickname softens me…”
          
          “Yes I do, & I love it so much. Watching you get flustered so easily is really cute.”
          
          “You love flustering me…” Nick smiled at Subaru.
          
          “Yes I do sweetheart,” Subaru kissed his head again. “I really, really do. & I love that about you. I love that you’re easy to soften after a rough day, especially with your insecurities. Speaking of them, how have they been?”
          
          
          Nick’s smile faded slowly, he didn’t like talking about them but he always did to soothe Subaru’s own worries about him. He leaned back against him with a small sigh. “They’ve been ok, I haven’t thought negatively in a while…”
          
          “That’s good baby.” Subaru smiled. ”You know I hate seeing you all worked up & upset & I know you don’t like speaking about them. But you always should know I’m here if you ever wanna talk about them.”
          
          
          Nick nodded again. “Yeah… I know this… I know I can always trust you… & you can always trust me…”
          
          “Yep, I know this darling. Now, let’s raise the mood, hm?”
          
          To do this, Subaru started to tickle Nick’s sides, causing him to yelp & burst out into laughter. He tried to pry his hands away from his sides but it was useless, his grip besides the tickles was strong but not enough to hurt him.
          
          “Subby…!” Nick cried out through laughter, his ears twitching a little. “Lemme go…!”
          
          “Nope, not yet. I wanna see that beautiful smile of yours on that pretty face. After I see it, then I’ll let go.”
          
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          Pt. 3 posting soon

This may be long, but I can send multi-parters if need be. Based on a rp me & @Keigo_Takami-_ are doing.
          
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          “You think I’m pretty..?” The tallest of the two, Nick, asked.
          
          “The prettiest ever, baby.” His boyfriend, Subaru, replied & kissed his head.
          
          Nick giggled lightly, relaxing in Subaru’s hold & at his words. The 2 had just woke up & Subaru was in the mood for cuddles & all the soft stuff, including flustering Nick. The neko (Half human, half cat) was easy to fluster, call him cute & he’s red as a tomato. They had both sat up & Subaru had pulled Nick into his lap, head on his thighs & stroking his hair softly while complimenting him.
          
          “You’re also the love of my life.”
          
          “I know, you’re the love of my life too…” Nick leaned up & kissed his chin. “I’m very grateful I get to spend my life with you…”
          
          The smallest of the 2 chuckled, rubbing one of Nick’s cat ears gently. He listened as Nick emitted soft purrs from the rubs, & that caused another compliment to come out.
          
          “Your purrs are adorable, I can listen to them all day.” Subaru rubbed nearer to his scalp, listening to the purrs get louder. Nick loved it when the base of his ears were rubbed, it was pure bliss.
          
          “Mmmm… feels really nice…”
          
          “I know darling, you love this.”
          
          “Mhm… yes I do...”
          
          Subaru kissed his head again. “I love you so much Nicky.”
          
          “I love you just as much Subby…” Nick nuzzled his thighs.
          
          “God, I love those nicknames. They’re so cute.” He smiled down at him.
          
          “Yeah,” Nick giggled again. Subaru leaned down to his boyfriend & kissed him softly, feeling him kiss back almost immediately & just as softly. They were a very loving couple & they made sure they spent a lot of time with each other daily. They even had their own personal nickname. They were both equally really cuddly & spent most of their mornings & evenings cuddling. It was an adorable sight to behold.
          
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          Pt. 2 posting soon

Sending you hugs and love always. You're a strong and amazing person and my best friend. The only thing that should be feared is of your potential, you can do wonderful things that other people may not know or doubt. I believe that you have a wonderful future ahead of you. Keep strong and keep loving. 
          
          -♡☆♡☆♡☆♡☆♡☆♡☆♡

I’m gonna say it. 
          
          I know not a lot of you will care but I’m gonna say it. 
          
          For the past week or 2, every time I go to bed, all that’s on my mind is death. Like, I’m already scared to die in 80+ years. Last night I thought of one of my rp’s & how it’s going (CatNinja1, our rp) & I started crying silently because I thought of the outcomes. The other rp’s were fine. (apart of one thing on mine & Klance-fujoshi’s rp) But either way, I’m scared & apparently there’s a phobia for the fear of death. 
          
          Well, I have that