Airen Mehnaz

I'm not announcing this to all my followers, but just posting bc I wanna get all this shit out of my fucking chest. I can't handle this, not NOW.
          
          
          Okay i guess that's enough build-up so I'll get to the point:
          
          I think I'm getting over bts. I know that sounds funny and silly but the internal turmoil I'm having rn is INSANE wtf bc i thought I was that forever army TT
          
          
          BUT YEAH, it's happening.
          
          
          I don't feel the same about them anymore. I don't even listen to their music anymore. 
          
          I have their pics as my dp and wallpaper on every device but that's just for the aesthetic. And their memes ain't even funny anymore. Ugh. I hate myself for this. I'm so fucking selfish for leaving them when all they did was inspire me. But NO. That's not all they did. 
          
          Hear me out, they... UGH I can't even find words now WHERE TF IS MY ENGLISH 
          
          
          They... Um... They distracted me!! They're everywhere! There's no single thing in my life that doesn't lead to them! My entire world revolves around them!! I wanna change that and I wanna get out of this rabbit hole or whatever 
          
          OKAY LEMME GET THIS CLEAR FOR ANGIE (if you're reading this), this doesn't mean that I'm quitting your books. I respect bts as people but I won't associate myself with them anymore (i hope this lasts more than a week smh) and bts fanfiction is still okay bc i consider them as characters and not real life faces. Audeamus taekook and real life taekook are DIFFERENT PEOPLE and i adore both but I won't... Ugh, i don't know if I'd ever be that little fangirl again TT  

Okay i get that my period is approaching but WTF are these mood swings?? It's worse than ever!! 
          I feel great one moment, and i hate everything the next, i LITERALLY called my dad bc I was feeling lonely as FUCK but he was busy at the time, and when he called me back a few minutes later, i wasn't in a mood to talk??? WTF would he feel OH MY GOD I'M LITERALLY FACEPALMING HARD RN
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Just a heads up, I might disappoint everyone I love the next two weeks PLEASE don't hate me

Also teenfic is some kinda mirror app.

Hey,I got some more news for you. 
          Yesterday I saw on the petition site that there is an old petition from 30 November 2020 where it was said that teenfic got shut down but clearly we can see it's not shut down anymore.
          And if you delete your account it won't take your stories off teenfic.

Y'ALL doNOT GO TO TEENFIC. NET !!  
          
          IT CAN HARM YOUR DEVICE
          
          I'M SORRY FOR NOT WARNING YOU EARLIER TT
           
          I HAD NO IDEA WHEN I POSTED THAT ANNOUNCEMENT, TRUST ME.
          I OPENED THAT SITE TOO BUT BY GOD'S GRACE NOTHING HAPPENED, BUT IDK, JUST DON'T. 

As you grow older, the need to "clear everything up" after a fight starts to fade. All that matters at the end of the day is your mental peace and you'd do anything to save it. Even if it hurts your pride.

@No_JiminProtested Exactly. It seems most people's stuff is on there. Though it seems my one friend's work is safe. Only some books of people are taken while all mine were taken

GUYS YOUR WORK ON WATTPAD IS PROBABLY BEING PLAGIARIZED WHILE YOU'RE READING THIS.
          
          So there's this site called teenfic. net that displays all your stories on wattpad. Every single one. But the craziest part is that anyone can copy-paste your work from there! 
          
          Sign this petition to stop this site, report it, do whatever you can do to save your work TT
          
          https://chng.it/txxjvXGHwj

Hi I'm just here to say I love your username XD

DOES ANY OF YOU KNOW HOW TO DEVELOP AN APP?? TT
          
          
          
          
          
          HALP TT