Ninaisawesome45

Hi everyone. I don't even know how long it's been since I got in touch with all of you. I'm not going to be updating about when I'm gonna be posting the story but something that I genuinely want out of my system. I've been depressed for idk how long and it's killing me inside. This awful feeling isn't helping me do anything I love I can't even end up writing a chapter, draw or be happy in simple words. I feel worthless and useless and can't even get my thoughts figured out. I know I should've talked about this to someone but I'm just so fed up of myself

Ninaisawesome45

Hi everyone. I don't even know how long it's been since I got in touch with all of you. I'm not going to be updating about when I'm gonna be posting the story but something that I genuinely want out of my system. I've been depressed for idk how long and it's killing me inside. This awful feeling isn't helping me do anything I love I can't even end up writing a chapter, draw or be happy in simple words. I feel worthless and useless and can't even get my thoughts figured out. I know I should've talked about this to someone but I'm just so fed up of myself

Ninaisawesome45

As much as I love to write and would love to commit to it I can't for the time being as this quarantine is coming to an end and a whole hectic schedule is coming my way and well for the rest of us who are doing jobs and are students. Well for me my uni is going to restart and there's a load of studies on my back which I failed to do so during this long time period that we had due to uncertainty of virus but everything is getting back to normal and as much as I'm thankful I'm stressed out because of the work. My exams are near and there are gonna be a lot of assignments and all so I would like apologize to all my readers and followers who wait patiently for my updates please wait a little more I promise I'll be back to post more often. Also it's gonna be my final year for my graduation so it's gonna be more tougher to come back to writing  Once again I'm really sorry guys and thank you for always supporting me♥️♥️♥️

Ninaisawesome45

I'm having a bad day honestly and whenever I feel bad  I turn to writing my heart out it could be literally anything at all. it makes me feel at ease but today literally nothing is helping. No song, no video and not even scrolling down instagram, I don't feel like talking to anybody cause there just going to grumble how complaining I am. And no seeing BTS is only making me emotional I love them to death and they always put a smile on my face but right now I need to do something....anything so if ya'll want some story or something just tell me recommend me something to distract me from my thoughts

-saeris

Thank you for being my first ever reader. I must follow you if no one else ^^ (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤

Ninaisawesome45

@saerunkim15 awww that's really sweet of you to say.... I'm just....oh stop making me so emotional ❤️
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Ninaisawesome45

ok so here's the thing I don't know why I felt like posting this here but I'm truly a coward because I'm so scared of trying out and experiencing new things until I feel extremely safe with it. the thing is i want to have a job experience whether it is online or is real. I'm super passionate about writing and travelling but I'm so scared to give in lmao. Guys if you have any suggestions please do tell me. also check out my story "Uncontrollable Desire" I've updated a chapter  
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/183920633-uncontrollable-desire-jimin-x-reader-au

Ninaisawesome45

So I'm really pissed at the fact that my mom thinks I'm over sleeping when I'm not even getting enough sleep due to stress of my exams right after Eid. I barely get time to do anything creative because I'm always tired and when I try to tell her my problems she just snaps out all her anger at me....and I argue with her that's the worst part...I need to learn how to keep mouth shut