Haidlyn

Hi everyone! 
          
          I've been on Wattpad for nine/ten months, and now I feel like it's time for me to take a break. I'm writing this to give myself a note of finality so that I don't come back here, and that it's final for me. 
          
          I came to Wattpad as a lost girl who had no idea what she was doing. I had lost my friends, because I had to go to high school somewhere else, but really, they turned out not to be my friends at all. And that broke me, it really did, and it left me feeling alone and depressed and sad. 
          
          For years, I tried to find someone, anyone, to be my best friend. And now, years later, I finally have realized that my best friend has always been there. This may seem cliche or boring, but I realize now that the only person who would really listen to me, guide me, and protect me is God. 
          
          At one point in my life, I think that while I did say that I followed my religion, my heart wasn't in it. I think that it's because I was too broken, too angry at the world to realize why this was happening to me. Getting into Wattpad made it worse, because I spent too much time here and not as much dedicating my time to my religion. 
          
          Recently I got into searching things up about my religion, and it's just so amazing that it made my eyes open a little more wider than before. And now I'm determined to actually do this right—and I will start by cutting myself off of distractions and things that could make me stray away from my religion. 
          
          I'm really sorry—but to me, especially now, religion is important, so I'll be gone—but I might come back, maybe in a couple months or a year—who knows? 
          
          Wattpad is a distraction that has taken up my life these past months, and so I will be getting as far away from it as possible. Please understand why I'm doing this, and why I won't be continuing my stories until *if* I come back.
          
          (I'm not deleting this account because I have a strong attraction and endearment for my stories)
          
          For the last time (but perhaps not forever), 
          Lyn <3

PMs have disappeared for me :,(

In science class: 
          
          Me: *just sitting alone in the front row, computer open and completely laid back, staring at my assignment on the screen with a pack of Sour Patch Kids and munching on them* 
          
          Also me: *listening to my friends behind me talk about the Magic school bus and people freezing to death on Neptune* 
          
          Teacher: *staring at me and then whispers* Haidlyn 
          
          Me: *looks up* yeah? 
          
          Teacher: I have a very important question for you 
          
          Me: *panics and points at myself, my eyebrows scrunched together* me? 
          
          Teacher: yeah … 
          
          
          
          
          
          … can I have a Sour Patch?

Hellooo! 
          
          I was looking at "I'm Always A Text Away" and I noticed that the last chapter I wrote is actually due to come out tomorrow. I actually didn't realize and right now I don't have the time to write more chapters—will make a little more sense in my A/N in chapter 11, but I'm not gonna be home this weekend and I've got a gazillion assignments due soon that I really need to do well in because they are 30% of my entire grade. 
          
          I'll be writing, though! I'm thinking I'll either 
          A) Write chapters over the course of a month or so and schedule them to come out every two days like last time or 
          B) Write chapters and publish them when I'm done with them. 
          
          I'm fine with either, so what do you think? A or B? 
          
          See you all later! Love y'all, 
          Haidlyn <3

It’s snowing and weather forcasts are saying it’ll snow overnight, meaning there might be a snow day and no school… 
          
          Crossing my fingers, I don’t want to go to school tomorrow—

Hi, everyone! 
          
          
          I sent this a couple days ago, but I don't think it actually posted (which is strange because I posted it twice?) 
          
          Anyway, I just wanted to let my "I'm Always a Text Away" readers that updates will continue on April 5th-6th, depending where you live. 
          
          I've written chapters four, five, six, seven, and eight and am currently in the process of writing chapter nine, but I thought you guys would like to see what I've written so far! 
          
          Can't wait to see you in "I'm Always a Text Away" on April 5th/6th! 
          
          Love, 
          Haidlyn <3

Hi! 
          
          I'm currently in desperate need of chemistry help :,) so someone please help me? 
          
          Anyway, so I noticed that in ionic bonds some of the chemical formulas have these symbols with them, like (II) or (IV) and etc. What does that mean exactly? When do you use them? 
          
          Like, here's an example: Manganese (II) iodide. Basically, I want to write a chemical formula for this using the crisscross method, right? 
          
          So here (in the answer my teacher gave me) manganese has a charge of 2+. Iodide has a charge of 1-. Crisscross, and you get MnI2. 
          
          Okay, I get that. But where did Mn2+ come from?? 
          
          This has always confused meeee T-T

Purpose. Everything has one. Nothing in the heavens or the earth or inside of me or inside of you is created without a purpose. No event in your life, no sadness, no delight, no pain, no pleasure, no loss, was created without a purpose. So just as we must read the 'message inside the bottle' of the sun and the moon and the sky, so too must we examine the messages in our own life experiences. We are always looking for signs. We are always asking for God to 'speak' to us. But those signs are all around us. They are in everything. Your lord is always 'speaking'. The question is whether we are listening. If we can look beyond and through everything that happens to us, everything we do-or fail to do-and see our lord, then we will have gotten the purpose. When something happens that you love, be careful not to miss the point. Remember that nothing happens without a reason. Seek it out. Look for the purpose lord created in what He has given to you. What aspect of His Essence is He showing you through it? What does He want from you? Similarly, when something happens that you dislike, or that hurts you, be careful not to get lost in the illusion created by pain. Look through it. Find the message in the bottle. Find the purpose. And let it lead you to glimpse just a little more of Him.
          @Slave_of_Ar-Rahman!!

Hey! Just dropping in here to tell you that I love your stories.

What do you do when you’re so tired about the life you are living? 
          
          What do you do when you just really want to give up? What do you do when you wish you were years from the age you are now, just to escape the reality you’re in? The names you’re called? 
          
          What do you do when the only thing you do is cry these days? What do you do when you can feel that stone in your heart that drags you down? 
          
          What do you do if you can’t escape? If you’re trapped, and you can’t run away? What if you’re not brave enough? 
          
          What do you do when the people you are friends with don’t really seem like your friends? When they forget about your existence or don’t keep you in mind? Those people you cared for not caring for where you’re allowed to go and where not… 
          
          It’s a full circle. One depressing thing leading to another, to another, to another forming my life. I’ve tried, I really have. I’ve cared, I’ve loved, I’ve been the best I could be. 
          
          I’m tired. I really am.