Jade ☆

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          I promised my conservative parents I will come back home and get married after my PG in Oxford. They are actively searching for a groom. But my heart fell for an American man. 
          
          All my life I lived in boarding school. I have not met my siblings for past 10 years. I don't have a single picture with my whole family. My parents kept travelling for work and left me to be taken care of maids. They never even provided proper food. All my life I have lived alone, constantly taunted by my parents who call me worthless and not greatful for what they do. I scored second in the whole country in 12th STD(CBSE)but still they wanted me to get me married after my my school when I was barely 18. I somehow dodged, did my UG and now I landed in oxford for my MBA after tackling all the drama at home. 
          
          But here I met Josh Andrews he is a billionaire but he has disguised himself as a common man as he wants to have some real friends who are not behind his money. He was out of breakup where a girl was with him for money. Both of us never wanted to fall for each other. He was clear too.
          
          But the way he treats me with gentleness, respects my boundries, understands me and most of all listens to me, makes my heart flutter. He is making me weak in my knees by being himself. He is giving me something which I have never had in my life... Respect and makes me feel worthy. How can I not fall for this amazing guy 
          
          I am torn between my love for him and duty towards my parents. For sure I know he loves me too. His ocean green eyes says it all. If it was not about my parents I know I will chose this wonderful man over and over again. Please god help me... 
          
           
          
          This is the story of Shivya, the heroine of my first novel....LOVE ME LIKE YOU DO: A soul stirring game of destiny. 
          
          
          
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HI GUYS!! I’ve been thinking abt it and I’ve decided I’ll finally get to writing, just curious. Would you guys like hyunlix or minsung?? I’m a bit stuck on who to write abt. Also if you have any ideas feel free to share them!! I’d be very happy to know since I’m not quite sure what to write abt either.

She’s this girl I met during this little orchestra thing…and after that I never got to meet her again BUT I ADDED HER ON INSTA AND SHE REMEMBERED ME AND WE’VE BEEN TALKINGJDJSJHSS

OH ALSO. She’s making it very hard for me to move on LMAO

I have a crush on a girl. She’s straight. 

Also what are some good ffs? (Preferably minsung and Hyunlix! Maybe jeongchan too? Idm tbh) I’ve read so many already I’m running out of good things to read…I haven’t really been able to find stuff to read as I wait for the select few of authors I like update/write new stories SO PLEASE SEND SOME GOOD FFS MY WAY LMAO I’m bored which means I need stuff to read

ANYWAYS give me ideas you guys and I might write smth EXCEPT IM A SUPER BAD AUTHOR TT 

Ofc I did write a few pages of that Felix ff…but that was just embarrassing and it was more of a joke and I don’t think I’ll ever continue/finish it lmao 

I’m still thinking about writing a ff but I do in fact have people from IRL WHO FOLLOW ME ON HERE. AND THAT S C A R E S ME. ALSO IDK WHAT TO WRITE ABT and I feel like once I start writing I’ll start cringing especially knowing I have friends who follow me on here…anyways I’ll keep thinking about it maybe I’ll write smth lmao 

I got my 5 star album in the mail early!! But I’m not opening it until Sunday because I wanna open with my friends when we meet up since I got them albums when I was on holiday as birthday presents (and more stuff too ofc) even tho it’s been like 2-3 months since their birthday now TT but I’m looking forward to seeing them since it’s been like 4 months since I’ve seen them now, I REALLY HOPE I PULL FELIX OR LEE KNOW since ofc they’re my biases AND IVE NEVER PULLED FELIX BEFORE…IM CONVINCED HE HATES ME DJSJDJSJ