YUH GAYYYYY

hey guys, i was gone for like MONTHS now trying to figure out myself and taking a break from this
          
          im really sorry to inform that i will no longer continue my books. ive been very busy with many things irl.. im really really sorry for disappearing and coming back only to be saying this
          
          thank you to everyone who’s supported me since i started writing thank you so very much. i appreciate every one of you T__T
          
          if yall wanna reach me heres my art account, @layzei_ in instagram, and my personal account @iez.zei in insta
          
          bye :((( <33

hii! if anyone would like to support me on different platforms where im mostly active (and slowly dying inside) 
          
          Here’s my instagram!
          Art acc: @/zeisketchbook and @/layzei_
          personal: @/iez.zei
          
          ‼️ my commissions are also open so feel free to dm me abt it if you’d like! it’ll be a really big help  
          
          (im struggling just to upload chapters on here so you can rlly help me by supporting me on ig, i rlly rlly appreciate it thank you!) 

heyooo i just turned 16 today ✨✨✨ or yesterday- wtv timeline yall are in- but yes im a year older and am now closer to my death :D

Hi so uHHHH my dumbass bruised my hand so its rlly hard to even write this message rn cuz the bruise is RLLY bad-- i'll take a few days to heal it first TT

Mental health go dOWN, so no update this week, my apologies. Will update next week hopefully <3

Helloo! This is my alt acc: @Zeisrandom where i will write personal books. Go follow if you wanna see more of my work! 
          Thank you!!

Hi again, I'll just ask this again to make sure. Does anyone want to read about my love life? Cuz i'll make a book out of it if i get at least a few ppl who are interested enough. 
          
          Ik yall follow me for Moonsun fanfics but i think if i write a book abt a true story that happened to me will rlly help me forget about it all and move on yk?-
          
          yeah so just reply to this if you wanna read that book if i ever publish it Thanks, i love yall<33

WELL hELLO- im baCK- i took a half year hiatus and i apologize on such short notice. Well im just gonna say a long story short life update.
          
          Okay so, last year around sept, f2f school started and i rlly wish it didnt cuz of what i had to go thru. As yall know i have alot of work, plus school and family. But guess whAT- I fell in love with someone i shouldnt have.
          
          She was rlly pretty and adorable and we got along well, but i didnt rlly wanted to have a crush so i told myself "Yeah im confessing tn and get rejected so i'll get this over with" so i confessed but to my surprise, she and i grew cLOSER bc of the fact i confessed.
          
          She gave me alot of hints that she liked me back like, she named her cat after me and a bunch of other stuff. So i rlly thought yk-. One day she said she loved me and that rlly made me rlly happy. And we were tgt for a while. But then she started ignoring me out of nowhere and i was so confused. 
          
          Then after awhile, her bestfriend who became mY bestfriend as well told me that she has been seeing another boy. 
          
          IT bROKe mE-- i got rlly suicidal and mentally ill, i still am but im coping. Im doing well now, trying at least. But yuh that was it-
          
          I was thinking maybe i'll write a book on this but its not a fanfiction, just me and my love life. Idk if yall will read it but yeah, lmk if at least one of you guys are interested in my life enough to read that and i'll write it after i finish writing my other books T-T

i feel pathetic having to ask this here- but uhM anyone down to be idk friends? ig.. 
          My instagram is @/Lazeii_ so yeah, i mean if anyone wants to..
          
          or not idk, bye

I've been very inactive TvT sorry- but STREAM WHERE ARE WE NOW BY MAMAMOO CMONNNNNNN WE GOT THIS MOOOMOOOOSSSS NO LAZYING AROUNDDDD