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Ya'll be saying some stupid shit about me like i'm some sort of a dumb person who doesn't here the conversations your having that includes me in it. You should all be ashamed of yourselves! One day, Karma will get you!

Killing it❤

Sleeping naked is very dangerous bc if someone breaks into your house at night it would be very embarrassing to fight him off while naked

Now you're gone, and I'm here

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For the first time, I listen to a lost
          and secret recording of us. Making love near-on days ago. 
          
          I recognize your voice, your sounds, 
          Though if I knew no better, 
          I could be any woman in any room. 
          
          After, the rising sounds of rising 
          And of dressing and once as you step up close to the deck, 
          
          Perhaps to pick up shoes, you sing the Chorus of Sunday Morning. 
          I call on you to hurry and we leave. 
          
          It does not end then; the tape rolls on. 
          A few late cars which sigh by might have passed us walking away
          
          Triumphant, unaware we've left behind
          This mop and mow mechanism
          Of silence to which we may never return. 

You did not come, 
          And marching Time drew on, and wore me numb, yet less for loss of your dear presence there
          Than that I thus found lacking in your make
          That high compassion which can overbear,
          Reluctance for oure lovingkindness' sake
          Grieved I, when, as tge hope-four stroked its sum, 
          You did not come 
          
          You love not me,
          And love alone can lend you loyalty; 
          I know and knew it. But, unto the store
          Of human deeds divine in all but name, 
          Was it is not worth a little hour or more 
          To add yet this: Once you, a man, came to soothe a time-torn woman; even though it be
          You love not me?

I was reading our messages back from the start, and i felt a strong, fast, hard, sad and heartbreaking lightning all over me. It struck my heart and made it into millions of pieces. What have we done to ourselves? What did i do? Why did i do that? What have i become? A monster, who keeps getting mad at you, even at the smallest portions and things. We always argue about something that ends up between the both of us getting really mad. I should be the one begging. I should be the one pleading for you, to wait for you to hit me hard or give me the punishment i deserve. I shouldn't be the one crying. You should be the one whose crying cause you're the one who always gets hurt. Have i been horrible to you? Yes. I'm a bad person and i feel bad for you. If i can take back our time, I will go back there and fix everything, all the damage i caused. 
          
          You were thw most happiest person back then, but ever since i came into your life, it went out of this world, filled with tears and sadness. Your light world became dark because of me. 
          
          I'm sorry for everything. Everything that i said to you, everything i did to you. I'm sorry. I shouldn't be crying right now, i'm just a girl who made a person's life miserable. I'm angry at myself. Whatever is happening to you right now, or who are you with...i'm happy for you two. I hope everything never lasts to you two and be forever grateful. 
          
          -just the person who made the biggest mistake

Uh... H-Happy birthday....i guess.. 
          
          -from your most wonderful friend who had never let you down and stayed by your side when you needed help and support,
          
           EP