Yung_Otaku

M'kay so, sorry for being mute for the past week or two idfk but I have made a discovery...
          I am coming out as Non-binary
          I am also Bisexual (but I have a female lean so ladies hit me up lol)
          
           Also my birthday is not the same day as Lee Felix so I feel special

Yay!
          Being depressed feels good 

I know I was sad yesterday but I'm kinda happy 
          Two things :
          'cooking for ya' was released and it is a very good
          And I finished school for the summer 
          In the UK high school finish for summer at around 12 o'clock I really never thought I would make it
          I thought my dumbass would be in the back of some truck by now
          So yay

OK so I know nobody is gonna care but I'm having thoughts of suicide
          I started cutting myself a while ago but was forced to stop but I keep wanting to do it again
          I have autism and a possibility of 'Phycopathic-personalty disorder' and it's really getting to me and affecting the way I'm able to do good in school
          On the top I have been struggling with bulling
          I'm having panic attacks more then often and cry about the smallest of things also dealing with anxiety 
          It's like a big hole in my life that should be filled with positive thoughts but being dug up every few seconds if I put it bluntly 
          
          I'm finnshing school tomorrow but I know it's gonna be worse when I get older
          I've had people talk to me about my suicide attempts but nothing helps and I just need someone to cry to

I got drugs
          Who want drugs?