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When I think back to the time I've been on this app, it's stunning to see the realizations of the me that was.
From 2015 to 2020 I've grown as a person because of this platform. I've had relationships in real life be sparked and flicker to form.
So, as a my own anniversary to days bygone, I'll do declare my past be realized to myself and here be my three ages.
VincentLe9: Five Nights at Freddie's March 2015
- during this time, I was an anti-social dumbass who was the equivalent to that one just different kid at your school. But, I grew.
KagamineLencent9: Vocaloids 2016 - 2018
- graduating from my dumbassery, I eventually grew to love the Vocaloids and their music genres of countless stories and feelings and emotions. It was through this name and this account that I formed 4 different personal relationships both online and in real life. All of them make me want to die remembering them for how I was so moronic and arrogant and disgusting I was. All of them make me want to go to my past and rip out my own throat back then. However, it is through mistakes that one learns and I wouldn't be the same without these sufferings.
Merlinius: Fate/Girls' Frontline/Life 2019 - Present
- taking in my mistakes from my past, I'm a much more cynical and pragmatic man. I'm a comical, yet vulgar and enticing man whose days are made through death and toil. I no longer have the energy I used to have though. From college work and preparing to pay the least I can in tuitions and fees to working a job and school in general, I'm full of stress constantly. I miss my old self, the good old days in 2016 when I could but wake up and smile about meeting my best friend. But alas, we grow. So, I promise I'll make the best of what I can today and enjoy my life to the greatest I am able.