MediBun

Um for anyone who wants a bunny who actually writes books I have another account called SepiaBunny and yes I am sad enough to follow myself but um I'll write more thank you for listening  <3

MediBun

I have a question for everyone who reads this: 
          
          Can you help someone when you can't help yourself? Can you help someone so broken so messed up that they don't want help anymore? When everyone they've ever loved pushed them away and you're trying to help but you feel like there is nothing you can do? 
          
          That's the situation I'm in I have a friend who after being pushed away and hated for so long so much by so many people even the only person around him he really cared about pushed him away...... and he wants to fade away b-but I can't let him I don't wanna leave him alone even if he just gives me hate back I just want t-to help but I don't know h-how

MediBun

Yeah thanks he's really angry right now...… but I'll still be there for him!
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Hitomon

@MediBun you know life is very hard no 
            To say help him in ways he would appreciate your actions
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MediBun

Do you guys ever get the feeling that you’re being controlled by someone like you have on chains and shackles but you start to love them then they turn into strings and after that.... you just willingly let them take control whenever they want? Well I’ve been feeling like that lately

MediBun

@M4rionette Not anymore it's just people hate me but I give love but I get no love back and the thing is that at this point I'm submissive and people can take advantage of that. Also In game I've gotten multiple death threats and a lot of pushing towards suicide......... and that honestly makes me scared to play Medic hell being around people makes me shake this even effects me in real life I like being alone I shake even more in large groups and I have lots of built up sadness and self hate
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MediBun

@Sohaibtheex0 Also thank you for caring for my wellbeing more than I myself do in most instances
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MediBun

N-no I don’t I haven’t fallen that far I Said I feel like I’m being controlled by someone (while technically in a sense I am) it’s just a feeling and self hatred is one thing b-but I won’t go as far as self harm let alone suicide
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MediBun

Story of my life in my perspective in a nutshell:
          
          
           People are strange when you're a stranger
          Faces look ugly when you're alone
          Women seem wicked when you're unwanted
          Streets are uneven when you're down
          
          When you're strange
          Faces come out of the rain
          When you're strange
          No one remembers your name
          When you're strange
          When you're strange
          When you're strange
          
          People are strange when you're a stranger
          Faces look ugly when you're alone
          Women seem wicked when you're unwanted
          Streets are uneven when you're down
          
          When you're strange
          Faces come out of the rain
          When you're strange
          No one remembers your name
          When you're strange
          When you're strange
          When you're strange
          
          When you're strange
          Faces come out of the rain
          When you're strange
          No one remembers your name
          When you're strange
          When you're strange
          When you're strange

MediBun

this message may be offensive
@grimmsonproject I said it shortly actually it took me seconds and the thing is that I was about to beat his ass right then and there and when I shipped him back in a box if anyone dared I'd beat their ass and ship them in a box too I wasn't playing that day and you'd better hope you remember your address hehehe
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grimmsonproject

@MediBun bruh the longer the threat the less it means quick and clean then it scares them
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MediBun

@grimmsonproject I legit said this to him: "Now look I don't want to but I swear to god if you mess with me one more time I will shove my foot so far up your butt that It'll come out your mouth then I'll shove my fist so far down your throat that my foot'll touch it then I'll ship you back home to your momma in a box!" he never messed with me again...…..
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Pyromaniacslowpoke

If you were killed, I won't be at your funeral... because I'd be in jail for killing the person who killed you! We are true friends. We ride together, we die togheter. Send this to everyone you care about, including me. See how many times you get this! I want you to know that you are amazing, and you're my friend until the very end. If I don't get this back, I understand.  
             But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people. If you receive at least 3 back, you are loved.  Including from me

MediBun

@M4rionette I wasn't on the computer dummy
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MediBun

@Pyromaniacslowpoke Alrighty then and you're the best (^-^)
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