Mary

I’m good guys. I’ve gotten so many concerned DMs. I’m alright. I just don’t wanna be on here anymore.
          
          I’m happier than I’ve been in my entire life.

Gonna delete my account in the next few days

But if you’re out there, I hope that you’re okay <3

Bye.

I only see him as a friend
          The biggest lie I ever said

I don’t think they understand how bad they damaged me. All I’m trying to do is get better and they keep making my happiness about their depression.
          
          I love them. I truly do. So fucking much.
          
          But I’ve been down this road before and I can’t torture myself like that again.
          
          I’m so fucking sorry. This hurts me too. I just can’t take it anymore.

Not T leaning over to me and whispering “darling” and “love” in my ear until I elbowed him in the ribs :,)

Wondering if I dodged a bullet or lost the love of my life

You’re not my homeland anymore,
          so what am I defending now?

My friend bought me the first four Heartstopper books for my birthday and I’m obsessed