Maria Bieber

Hi.
My name is Maria, I came here to explain my life, and to tell all of you guys about it.
I am also a huge Justin Bieber fan, well, belieber. I've loved him before he even started being famous. He is BEAUTIFUL, and I would do anything to meet him!
Anyways, now my life story, when I grew up, my mom died at the age of 12, and ever since then, my dad has always been very strict to me. He doesn't even love me, he always hated mom. So and now I have nothing left, I just want to die!
I have tried committing suicide before. I'm not saying how, it's too dangerous. However, no one cares about me, everyone hates me, so life is not fair, I should die.

I live in Canada, Toronto, I'm 16 years old, I do not like my life after my mom died. There is no reason whatsoever to live! I have no reason to live, everyone's enjoying their life and I'm just here, hating it. Literally HATING it. My dad keeps telling me why I came to this life, well it's his fault. My dad is a drug dealer, he takes too much drugs and always goes to jail, so well he is there now, and I'm just sitting in my own house, wanting to die. He heard about me trying to commit suicide, he didn't care. He has never told me he loves me or anything. Actually, I've barely seen my dad, and I hate him. 

Anyways, I don't want to talk about too much information, I have no life, I hate myself and everybody, everyone bullies me, and if they didn't, well, that would be a miracle. 

Thank You. 
OH AND JUSTIN BIEBER, HE IS AMAZING. AND I WOULD DO ANYTHING. EVER. TO SEE HIM. 
HE IS TOTALLY BEAUTIFUL! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH, HE'S THE ONLY REASON WHY I DIDN'T DIE. KBYE.