I just feel so disheartened right now. I put off writing to get my life back on track and even then, I end up with empty hands. For the past year, after that horrendous Dengue fever, my hands are in pain. I didn't even write that much but ended up with wrist problems as if I am a professional who types too much. I needed my hands to feel like normal hands, that's why I have been writing only what I wanted to write in short bits, and apologies for not updating Star Secret's final few chapters. Star Secret doesn't inspire me right now. On top of not being able to express my negative feelings, this lockdown took a toll on my student life. Torn between the two, I ended up with nothing today. I am sorry, please excuse my rant. I feel so defeated right now, I just don't know what to do. I know my life is better than most people out there, but it still hurts so much when life hits me so hard.
@Rinkou thank you, Rinkou. It's ridiculous what's happening me. But I hope I would move forward from it.
@Magical_bookz Hey Nancy, everyone has their own problems, and it doesn't matter if they are the richest person in the world or the poorest person in the world. Your problem is never smaller than anyone. Sorry to hear about the dengue fever, I suffered from one too. It is utterly horrible, it tortured me for two weeks straight, I couldn't even do anything. I know how miserable it feels, take as long as a time to recover. Writing will never go anywhere, you can always come back to it. Whatever it is, your life takes priority. I hope things will take a positive turn for you, I know it will. Hang in there, Nancy. You can do it.