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I really hate how all the online self help stuff is “reach out to a trusted adult like your parents or a teacher“ like- no. I don’t want to bother my parents with my shit and they would either worry too much or make fun of me (yeah my mom and dad are very different from each other) and i will never talk to my teachers about that. I just don’t feel like they would take it serious and im so scared of them thinking that I‘m only faking my feelings for the attention. Because honestly, listening to all the shit that happened to friends of mine, i feel like all of my problems are luxury-problems. Not important shit, because no i never got hit by my father, no i never hurt myself, no I‘m not schizophrenic. I‘m just feeling empty and worthless.
And I realise that in a few years I’ll look back and say, “damn i didn‘t even have real struggles back then.“
But right now life just sucks and i hate it