RainnBoww

Who knows if you still use this... -Sighs- 
          
          I've ignored it, several times. I've bit my tongue. I've kept to myself. Ignored it, walked away, and just said fuck it. It's not WORTH flipping out on pretty much the only person who replies, most of the time...?. I have my days, I have my weaknesses. Tonight's one of those nights where I'm just about ready to give my password to my best friend and tell him to change it to something I'll never remember. Yeah, I'm a drama que... King. Yes, I hate people who suddenly go offline/AFK. REGARDLESS of who you are. It's WHO I AM. Last week, I got in a fight with a friend of mine because he told me I never acted like who I was. So I told him I'd try and change back to who I am. What am I? I'm a nobody, I'm an egotistical, two faced prick. Insensitive, obnoxious, ignorant, and just overall a piece of trash. I'm a scared person. I worry insane amounts over things people shrug off. I over-think, I over-analyze. I don't sleep, Im depressed 80% of the time.
          
          Look, I'm sorry for snapping at you, Max. Tonight really needs to end. Seems I just can't get much right.
          
          Anyways, you left before I could finish my serious response. So, I'm finding alternatives in replying. Take me for what you want, but, I am sorry.
          
          Anyways, In whichever way you get my message, if you do. 
          
          Enjoy, And Goodbye.
          ~Rain/Brad Out~