LunaMiner

We’re watching a lobotomy in my psychology class and I’m sCARED-

LunaMiner

I know no-one is going to read this. If you do..... you won’t care, just like the rest of them. Do you know what it’s like to get angry? Wanting to scream and shout letting it all out? Then suddenly you cry, but not too loud because you don’t want the person in the other room to hear you? And you think, ‘It’s not like they would care anyways.’ You quietly cry, knowing no matter what you do, no one would care. You cry and after your done you feel a lump in your throat, your eyes go blank and then you think, huh, is this what I deserve God? I guess I do, huh? I’m such a terrible person. And then you proceed to keep all the pain inside of you. You bury it deep inside so that you don’t have to burden anyone else with the burden of that feeling. You do? Cool.... me too.....

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@LunaMiner I feel this way sometimes too. It's okay,you WILL be okay again. You are most definitely loved, by friends and family. Those people who told you they hate you, they are lying to themselves. They don't realize what an amazing person you are. Whenever you cry like this, in the words of Ryan Shupe and the Rubberband's Dream Big, be sure, to dry your eyes, cause the pain will soon be gone. Remember that you are loved.
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