LuGoosey

Dearest readers,
          	
          	My health has been critical the past few days, the doctors have advised me to go through my second chemotherapy but I'm tired of it all. I'm tired of struggling to live. I'm tired of being scared every night that I won't wake up the next morning. I'm tired of people looking at me with pity whenever I go out in the public in my wheelchair. I just want it all to end. No I won't be resorting to self-harm or suicide because I don't want to hurt my family more than they already are and nor do I want to burn in hell. 
          	
          	I want peace and I'm getting that by shutting everything and everyone out. I've stopping my therapies and I'm spending my days without a worry because now neither career nor college matters to me, because I know I won't live long enough to enjoy a proper life, fall in love, get married, have children and watch them grow.
          	
          	So goodbye. I'm deleting the app and won't be able to reply to anyone. Just know that you are blessed with a long life and you should live it to the fullest. Be happy and grateful that you aren't suffering like some do.
          	
          	This is me signing off forever,
          	Lillian
          	
          	Goodbye

Christythefirst

His name is JESUS CHRIST
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Christythefirst

I just need you to forget what everyone else have said or what you may have heard about people who are like me- people who give hope to people who think it may be over by introducing them to someone who can help.
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Christythefirst

And besides, you probably may have heard this elsewhere and it may sound so cliche but I know someone who can help you. Please dont shut me off when I say this. Please dont. Just give me a chance. 
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LuGoosey

Dearest readers,
          
          My health has been critical the past few days, the doctors have advised me to go through my second chemotherapy but I'm tired of it all. I'm tired of struggling to live. I'm tired of being scared every night that I won't wake up the next morning. I'm tired of people looking at me with pity whenever I go out in the public in my wheelchair. I just want it all to end. No I won't be resorting to self-harm or suicide because I don't want to hurt my family more than they already are and nor do I want to burn in hell. 
          
          I want peace and I'm getting that by shutting everything and everyone out. I've stopping my therapies and I'm spending my days without a worry because now neither career nor college matters to me, because I know I won't live long enough to enjoy a proper life, fall in love, get married, have children and watch them grow.
          
          So goodbye. I'm deleting the app and won't be able to reply to anyone. Just know that you are blessed with a long life and you should live it to the fullest. Be happy and grateful that you aren't suffering like some do.
          
          This is me signing off forever,
          Lillian
          
          Goodbye

Christythefirst

His name is JESUS CHRIST
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Christythefirst

I just need you to forget what everyone else have said or what you may have heard about people who are like me- people who give hope to people who think it may be over by introducing them to someone who can help.
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Christythefirst

And besides, you probably may have heard this elsewhere and it may sound so cliche but I know someone who can help you. Please dont shut me off when I say this. Please dont. Just give me a chance. 
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Sophie_Louise246

Hey there,
          Thanks so much for adding After Earth’s Fall to your “Science Fiction” reading list! I really hope you enjoy it and happy reading,
          -S.L

LuGoosey

@Sophie_Louise246 Your book is AMAZING and it deserves to be in the top charts, adding it to my reading list was Micky mouse compared to where your book with reach. 
            
            Love,
            Lilian
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TE_Bradford

Hi Lilian. Thanks for adding Twin Suns to your reading list. I hope you like it, and that if you do write something you don't feel it's cringey. We're always our own worst critic. Sometimes you just have to leap. :)

TE_Bradford

Wow - thank so much! :) I definitely wouldn't mind bagging a Watty. I hear you on drafts and updates. I hate editing. Loathe it. But of course my drafts are just what they're named for... rough! LOL  Here's to us finding the sweet spot in our first drafts. :D
            --Tracy
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LuGoosey

@TE_Bradford I absolutely LOVE your book and hope it bags a couple of watty's awards. And along with the fact that I consider my drafts cringey, I'm also pretty lazy to update but thanks for the advice!
            
            Love,
            Lilian
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authordhea

Thank you for reading my story and for your votes. It means a lot to me. I appreciate your support! Keep reading and supporting till the end!
          
          Once again, thank you and I just want to say that you're awesome!
          
          Love
          ANA

authordhea

@LuGoosey thank you for reading. It means a lot. It's okay.. But I am glad you replied...
             Hope you're doing well.. Do take care! Praying for your speedy recovery dear! You are so strong and I admire you! Stay the same and stay blessed!
            
            Love
            Ana
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LuGoosey

@AnaR_98 Thanks! I loved your book by the way, it's amazing!
            
            Sorry for replying so late though, I had to go through chemotherapy so I couldn't reply earlier.
            
            Stay amazing
            XOXO
            Lilian
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