Lost

Hi, I'm not used to this whole being good at writing but I do enjoy it. I've been wanting to become a writer since 2021 not really knowing exactly why other than depression.

I started to realize I had some sort of sadness, I didn't know what depression was back then (2019) but I suffered from it. 

It bringing me back to the pool I once drowned in. Then I found wattpad, and YouTube, and basically tv shows and movies. They made me happy, reading fan fictions always made me smile and laugh, when I couldn't sleep that's what I came too. I also made a YouTube channel, making edits. It made me happy to be able to do something, make someone happy.

I think I found my purpose in 2021, making people happy. Knowing what it's like to be sad with no one by my side made me want to be that one person someone looked up to and made them happy even when their life was falling apart. 

I also wanna be an actress for the same reasons. 

Wow sorry that was a lot but I hope you do follow me and stay with me so I can try to make you happy.