@LostAndAlone420
Im so fucking ready to leave.. im gonna lose my shit if people dont stop being assholes.
today is the darkest day of my life i cant deal with today i want to just hold my baby and tell him that everythings gonna be ok.. i cant do that.. hes gone i cant hold him i cant bring him back i cant do anything about him leaving other than cope with it.. i wanted to tell him that i loved him i would do anything for him.. we were each others therapy and i wanted to remain that way. i want to see him one more time i want to be the shoulder he cries on when hes weak the person he confides in when hes strong i want to be there for him when others cant hes my baby i cant lose him too.. hes my baby boy and i cant lose him. i already lost my baby girl and my big bro i cant lose my baby boy too i want him to be ok i want him to say that it was all a joke that he wasnt really leaving.. he meant so much to me and now hes gone i wanted him to be mine again i wanted to love him with everything i could offer i guess i ruined that.. i hope the person that fucked his life up realizes how many people they hurt you stupid fucking bitch you played him so much that when you hurt him it shattered him completely you dont realize that.. im the reason hes still alive and isnt dead from suicide attempts.. i love you chance snow i want you to know that i would die for you.. please remember that i love you and that i would do anything for you your my baby and my family i love you please have hope and im here for you be the person that would make me proud not anyone else. i want to be able to hold and tell everythings gonna be ok again..
@KikiKawaiiKiwi thats good im kinda hanging in there i guess idk how to say i am honestly
@KikiKawaiiKiwi hello how are you??
Hai
