You Left, As Promised...I'm Leaving Too~Damon

it's been awhile since we last talked........i wanted to say sorry for everything i put u though XC

You're an asshole. You're an asshole I still love you! I shouldn't but I do! Why?! Why would you leave...? 
          I miss you and I love you so much 

U are not the same person I came friends with..your now the person I'm scared of Idk what to do anymore I miss u but it's not really u......I don't understand anymore and I don't want to be alone but u......u just are not the same Damon ~lex

Thx for the follow  ~ All

We don't have to talk,
          We don't have to dance,
          We don't have to smile,
          We don't have to make friends.
          It's so nice to meet you,
          Let's never meet again.
          We don't have to talk,
          We don't have to Dance, 
          We don't have to Dance

its fine...i just try so hard to tell myself that im enough and i hear their voices in my head and it breaks me down...i try to forget them

@LOVEMEORHATEMEkarkat  thanks, I'm glad to know at least two people won't give up and leave me...

Can't you see, this isn't fun for me. I can't even typw right because I can't see thriught the tears... I need you just as much as you need me...

I guess this is goodbye. I've had my time and I'm done. I'm ready to go home now. Or I'm at least ready for my eternal darkness. Most won't miss me. They won't care. But Damion...I'm so sorry, I really am. You were the best friend I could ever have. I hope you are happy after I'm gone, but please don't blame yourself...and if I see you in heaven Ima smack you. Stay here. You can have a better life. I promise you this. Don't take my pills if you find them. Don't cut too deep. And please be good for Cj...sure he was a dick in my last hours but he loves you soooo much, I would hate for that to end badly. I love you both and I don't want you to remember the depressed me. Remember the cuddles, remember the forehead kisses, remember the movies, remember the 6year old trapped in a 19 year olds body. Good luck

I'm ready. I want to go home. Back to heaven. B-but I can't. My wings are clipped. I'm trapped in my own personal hell where I will spend eternities becoming the souls of a new child after the last one has died. I keep killing them. Wanting to go home. Have you ever heard those thoughts in the back of your head, wondering how easy it would be...that's me. Just let me go home. Fix these broken wings and let me fly. 
          
          Because my soul and heart is even more damaged than my wings