LarryDerp

I have a dilemma. Spoiler alert for those who aren’t caught up with Tendencies, and TW regarding a minor character death. 
          
          One of the chapters, the one revolving a minor character; Max, was the first of a two part background chapter. It has nothing to do with the Larry plot, but it was a really interesting story. In the regular chapters with Larry, we find out Max dies but we don’t know how. The part two of his story would’ve explained how. 
          
          I’m a few paragraphs into his chapter and I’m feeling really anxious leading up to describing his actual death.
          
          Like the writer in me is like “You can do it. This is a made up character. You literally created this dude—he’s not real.”
          
          But as someone who’s still grieving, idk how comfortable I am describing how someone died. 
          
          Anything helps <3

I’m at 100 followers holy balls! Thank you guys. I hope you have fun watching me lag on story updates and comment silly things on your stories lol

Hello!(:
          
          I see a handful of new followers, so I just wanna say thank you for following and welcome. I have a finished Larry Stylinson fic and an ongoing one (though my update rate is pretty shitty at the moment) if you’re into that kind of story. 
          
          If not, I’m pretty easy to talk to and I like to read as well if you’ve got some story recs! Either way, I just wanted to say hi :D

Hey! A little update from me if you’re following. 
          
          I’ve had a change occur in my life so my writing schedule has changed drastically. My schedule for /everything/ has changed drastically. 
          
          I know when I get a chance I’ll still work on my story and update but I can’t say it’ll be soon. If you’re following along with Tendencies, take this as a (and I hate to use the word “hiatus”) break, just so I can get my stuff together and be able to write freely again. 
          
          Take care of yourselves while I’m gone, drink water, and I’ll be popping back in as often as I can (:

Hi I hope it’s okay that I promote my new book here!
          
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Hey guys! Merry Late Christmas if you celebrate. I’m gonna try writing today and hopefully get the next chapter of Tendencies out by the weekend. Wish me luck!

@LarryDerp I miss you too (ToT) ♡♡

The chapter of Tendencies I’ve been hyping up for weeks is finally up! Go check it out if you’re up for it !

The latest chapter of Tendencies will be out later today. I literally needed just a few sentences to finish it so I’ll post it and take my time with the next chapter. 

Today is the first day I’ve even been able to look at my story, let alone work on it. 
          
          In my story, Liam was meant to have a happily ever after, despite being a “bad guy” in it. *sort of spoiler if you’re reading Tendencies* he was meant to run off into the sunset happily. 
          
          I opened my story today with the intention of getting rid of it. How could I possibly continue a story about drugs and rehab and with Liam as a fukcing drug lord with all that’s happened?
          
          I found a quote in the latest chapter, the draft of the chapter titled Always You. The one I was so excited about weeks ago. 
          
          It says something along the lines of, addiction isn’t a death sentence. It’s more like a chronic illness that one will go through for the rest of their life. 
          
          I’m not ending this story. I’m not giving up on it. Tendencies was made for a reason almost ten years ago. It was made with hope for everyone struggling with addiction, and in memory of those who have fallen victim to it. 
          
          Not saying Liam was a victim of addiction, but I’m not saying he wasn’t a user. I need this story as my way to grieve, I suppose. I can’t wait to send him off on his happily ever after so that at least in my story, he lives a long full happy life.