I haven't been s/h but I haven't been eating well, I wanna lose weight so I can't fit into beautiful dresses and be a girl. I think I've been starving myself too much, I feel dizzy, with constant headaches, lack of food interest, and more. I usually just have something small for lunch like an apple or water. If I'm feeling like it, I'll have milk instead. But I don't wanna be fat anymore, I feel fat. Other people think I'm normal, I think I look fat, and I overthink too much. I can't talk to my counselor. I'm afraid she'll tell my father, but she's nice. And I wanna get help. Can someone help? I just need a bit of advice to get skinny. I hate it. I'm always tired, I'm depressed and mentally unstable. I just wanna be skinny atp.