I want to repent myself. I want to make things right. It's been SO LONG since I've written anything at all. Funny thing is I find myself enjoying it once more. The thrill of having to put words together to express myself inside my writings is what I love to do. Now that I think about it, writing might as well be my stress relieve from school work. I was naive back then. I was 14 when I started writing that story. I was completely naive. I knew nothing else but myself and the little world that I live in. I didn't even read ANY of your messages in my message board. But as hard as it is to believe I've never gotten and notifications about anything being on my message board. I wonder if it only notifies you if you're active in wattpad. I'm so sorry I've been indirectly ignoring you all. I know people voted on my story and commented on it. But I didn't know just how much feelings were expressed through that. I had just read all the messages on my message board yesterday and I had JUST realized how much love it received and I feel REALLY bad. I feel like a jerk stomping on all of your feeling. Also not replying any of your messages. I hate not being replied and here I'am doing the same and being something that I hate. I'm so sorry. I swear I'm going change. I'm going to be more active and learn more so that I won't make this mistake ever again. It's been 3 YEARS. I don't expect you all to forgive for my mistakes. I just want to say I'm sorry. Thank you so much for you all who took the time to read this and actually read it until the end. I know what I did was inexcusable there shouldn't be any reason for you to actually read my message when I didn't read or reply any of yours for YEARS. Once again I'am very sorry
