Love is a violent, carnal desire. With age, the chaste feeling leaves. Your mind is full of dirty thoughts, and you can't control them. Love is a craving boys and girls want. Within the right circumstances and timing, your perfect partner will be there for you. Of course, you'll never know when. But isn't that the beauty? The sexual thought of doing something with someone you love is pleasing on its own, imagine what you'd feel if they were there right here right now. But having someone much younger or older to fulfil such orgasmic and dirty this things are recognized as wrong. As it should.
I want an apology. For the hurt you caused.
(Sigh ignore me I was an angsty vent and I felt poetic)