KV-2

You know that feeling when you don't feel like living anymore but you stay alive for the sake of some people around you?

Me and my buddy were riding our bikes around 20 minutes ago and a guy said "You shitheads stop riding those bikes" and my friend stopped but I drifted into the man's legs while singing "CALL TO THE DEVIL AND THE DEVIL SAID HEY" 

TOMMOROW IS THE LAST FUCKING DAY OF FUCKING SCHOOL THAT MADE MY LIFE A LIVING HELL, YOU CAN'T IMAGINE HOW HAPPY I AM *imagine the biggest smile you can*

IN 2 DAYS I'M FINISHING SCHOOL, THAT MEANS IN 2 DAYS PIWO AND CIGARETTES ALL AROUND!
          But fr, I'm making a party for the last day of school, and I will drive my grandpa's ole Yugo,
          It will be funny and shit, but it will be the experience will be unforgetable

In Serbia there's a new law for guns that said all guns have to be given to police if you have a family and don't have a gun safe and you need to be 18 years or older to have a gun licence to have firearms, because of the masiva school shooting by Kosta Kecmanović

I'm dead inside

I don't know if I can do it anymore, my mother beat me yesterday AGAIN AFTER 5 FUCKING YEARS, just because of 2 fucking bad grades, she told me I'm a failure, that I failed as a human being, that I failed as a son, brother, friend, and grandson, I don't know if all the cigarettes in world can make me better.
          I ask God again why he let ME live and let that 6 year old kid in Africa to die out of starvation

I have school today again, and I have crippling depression

There is a beautiful Soviet song, you maybe know it, it's called Dark is the night or in Russian Темная ночь

Fact that makes me angry: During bombing of FR Yugoslavia in 1999, when it was Orthodox Easter NATO wrote down Happy Easter on bombs