Killer Cat

(Morbid. Vampire. Romance. I'm not experienced in any of these-)
          I stood there frozen as the moonlight shined through the castle window illuminating the secrets held within. Her pale skin glowed like a diamond as the moon shined upon her skin. Her dark hair providing a nice contrast to the crimson red held in her eyes. I watched as she brought the hypnotized victim's neck towards her and sucked away every drop of life from him. Her lips stained a shade of red one could only dream to have. I was horrified by the image I saw yet I couldn't move. I wanted to scream yet I couldn't utter a word. I was in a trance.... But then I saw those hunger filled eyes move.... and this time I was the one they were looking at. I found some courage hidden deep in my soul and I ran. I ran as fast as I could but she was faster. Suddenly I was pinned to a wall as a pair of cold lips grazed mine. This was the woman I fell in love with.... Before I knew what she was. Her hand in my as the other pulled me closer from the waist. My mind was screaming at me to run otherwise I'll die. I tried... half heartedly... It felt so wrong yet so right. If this was the way I'm dying then be it. 
          (Andddd I'm done~ lmao what an amazing writer I am!)

Hmmm should I write something?

(The promised para) 
          I held her hand in mine as I slowly started loosing consciousness. I felt calm. I was at peace. I could see all the happy memories I made with her flash before my eyes and I couldn't help but smile. I saw the day I first met her in a bakery. I felt the butterflies that I had when we shared our first kiss. I sensed the pride I felt as I promised to hold her hand and never let go. I saw the goosebumps on my body just like when I held our kid for the first time. I was alive before I met her but I started living when she held me close to never let go. I'm content with the life I led because I had you by my side. I'm thankful for a life where you were a part of it. Now my time has come. Thank you for the memories you gave me love. 
          Goodbye sweetheart. 
          (La fin~)

Hahaha got a follow after a long time. Nice

Considering I traumatized a certain someone I'm thinking about writing something uplifting. And i will. Like right after this post. Also I'm writing so much now- sheesh! Who writes so much (not me- i don't usually write- at all-)

I watch close as he bled in my arms. I could do nothing but to stare at those lifeless eyes that once held my whole world. I could feel my heart stinging in pain as tears left my eyes. In this moment as I held you in my arms for one last time, I felt everything yet nothing at all. I was numb yet not. I was shattered but not. I held you close in my arms one last time before I let you go forever. I promised that I'll protect you but I couldn't. I felt pathetic. A hero meant to protect the whole world can't even protect the man they love. I felt angry with myself. I was disgusted with my abilities. I could've done more! I could've saved you! Why did it end like this!?! I'm sorry love.... But this time I'm not letting you go alone. ( inspired by the " A hero would sacrifice you for the world but the villian will sacrifice the world for you" except hero loved the villian)

I'm bored... Not a good sign. Oooooo let's write something traumatizing!

Sooo I had a Tumblr account- which I remembered right now- because of the lines I wrote that went like
          "Strange the world can be
          Where strangers not as mean
          As the voice inside my mind
          Or the monsters that haunt my sleep
          Maybe because I'm scared
          That the monster I hate is nobody but me"

I rewrote the baffy fanfic so if you have time then check it out!

Pov when you start something and just fall off the face of earth because nobody gave you attention... Also.. Ahem.. I'M STILL ALIVEEEEE