Kid_Of_The_Devil

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Kid_Of_The_Devil

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Well don't give shit who sees this  after all who reads this announcements. My very 'helpful' father has become more than a big thorn in my ass he is the worst hypocrit of them all and i do believe he is a fucking asshole. He literallies turn a conversation such as that my room has hymidiation into one to judge my depression, my university decision, my personal life and many more. That shit which i hate is that he believes that depression has some kind of switch that is turned on and off. Like hell. He believes he passed depression, bullshit. Just because you are having an orgy with motos and alchool in your 20 doesn't mean you are depressed. He talks then about my school results, well sorry i am not einstein like you, my grades never pass 12 or 13 out of 20, fuck it. Then he goes that i am closed in my room when he doesn't know wtf is going on when he isn't home or closed in his office. Lastly and worst of all he judges that I haven't given him reasons to send me to the cinema university, like hell, i spend every weekend studying lights, apps, technics, analysing movies, taking notes, acting, making movies even just a few seconds. Worst of all he doesn't know he is one of the main causes of my depression, he always shouts when we go against him, when we says something such as 'I will do the washing later' he begins to shout, he fucking slapped me when i first started school for the 3 first years when i got bad grades, he always judged what and how i did things. Wonder if he will read this one, hopefully one day so he knows what he made me feel and how much of a mental abuse he did. 
          
          If you are one of those people 'stop complaining your life is perfect there are people with worse problems', I know and I am happy for those gifts from gods or universe or whatever you want to thank, but suck it I want to let it out, you don't like it then why did you read till here?

Sad-ASS

@Kid_Of_The_Devil 
            Stay strong then you can look forward to limiting contact with him in the future or whatever you want to do
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Kid_Of_The_Devil

Well it is okay I guess it is only for about a year more and it will end except if he follows me in university and judge me there too but I don’t think so. Thank you for the support
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Sad-ASS

@Kid_Of_The_Devil 
            
            Sorry, just a stranger but I didn't want to read this and ignore it. Is there someone you trust you can go to? And is it safe for you? Maybe a teacher? A close family member or friend? 
            
            You are allowed to feel like this. Your feelings are validated. Everyone has their own problems yeah but pain shouldn't be measured like it's a competition with who has it worse off than you. YOU are the one going through pain right now, you are allowed to let yourself be heard. It's your own survival that is important. Don't apologise for wanting to be heard and wanting help.
            
            I'm sorry that life has to be like this for you. I can't do much but listen and give advice :( 
            
            Just DM me
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