KeepKalmWriteOn

I’m leaving Discord. Blocking everyone and just- not doing it. 
          	
          	I’m not dealing with stuff over there anymore. I’ll still be here and on Pinterest but that’s it. Requests can be done through comments or here on my message board.
          	
          	Thanks to the 17 peeps sticking around.

KeepKalmWriteOn

I’m leaving Discord. Blocking everyone and just- not doing it. 
          
          I’m not dealing with stuff over there anymore. I’ll still be here and on Pinterest but that’s it. Requests can be done through comments or here on my message board.
          
          Thanks to the 17 peeps sticking around.

KeepKalmWriteOn

Alright, update. 
          
          Upcoming project, The Last Chapters: Legend of the Guardianos, will be released on the 23rd. It currently has 6 prewritten chapters. Let's hope thats enough to keep it going for a while. 
          
          Other news, not dead, feeling like an old man, and thankful to those who continue to stick around. I will be posting one-shots once more and the TTP project is not dead yet (though it looks like it, i know.) 
          
          See ya in 11 days. 
          
          B-012

KeepKalmWriteOn

You ever spend 15+ hours working on a big writing project offline, only to have WattPad pull a hard reboot and sign you out, meaning all that writing gets lost and now all you can do is take a deep, frustrated breath and regret your life decisions for the 10th time of the day? 
          
          Yeah. 
          Pissed is the only word I got for that. 

KeepKalmWriteOn

Yo, posting my monthly reminder that I am in fact not dead. I’ve thrown all my chips into trying to push past my lack of motivation to live and writer’s block. So, do not fear! I will get to responding to my DMs… eventually. 
          
          In other news, I’ve paused both currently published projects to focus on something to help my personal healing and probably won’t resume any requests until New Year’s. 
          
          To the 16 people who are still sticking around, I seriously thank you. 
          
          - B-012

KeepKalmWriteOn

Would anyone notice
          If tonight I disappeared?
          Would anyone chase me
          And say the words that I need to hear?
          That I'm no burden, not so worthless
          Bent so much that I just might break
          All consuming, so confusing
          The questions that keep me awake
          Would anyone care, would anyone cry
          If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight?
          Would anything change?
          Would you all be just fine?
          'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight
          It just might save my life
          Would anyone want me
          If they knew what was inside my head?
          Would anyone see me
          For the person that I really am?
          I won't lie so hard to hide
          I've never felt worthy of love
          I would give up everything I have just to feel good enough
          Would anyone care, would anyone cry
          If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight?
          Would anything change?
          Would you all be just fine?
          'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight
          It just might save my life
          If you're dying inside, sick of being alive
          Let me in, let me share in your pain
          From my lungs through the dark
          Spoken straight through my heart
          Let me give you a reason to stay
          If you're out there still lying awake
          If you're out there still wondering
          Would anyone care, would anyone cry
          If you finally gave up and turned out the light?
          The world would be changed if you left it behind
          You can't be replaced, no
          Tonight is the night you take back your life
          You take back your life
          You take back your life
          Take back your life
          
          - Would anyone care
          
          https://blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines/