KayKayLuvzKookie

//how i wonder what if we were all born as homosexuals being criticized for going heterosexual instead? its a curious thought, once you forget about the technicalities

KayKayLuvzKookie

@-warmpetals //you're kidding. send me a link?
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-warmpetals

@KayKayLuvzKookie 
          	  They actually made a short movie about that on YT
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catlee_the_cat

Hey baby princess, I need to tell you something important. On May 6, 2024, user-to-user private messaging will no longer be a feature on Wattpad and existing conversations will be deleted, so I'm copy/pasting my old important private message to you here before Wattpad deletes it.

catlee_the_cat

Dear KayKay, It's been years when we met, and the friendship been amazing, I enjoyed it, it was a new experience for me, the love that you gave me along with it was special and beautiful. But before I close this account, I would like to resend you my last advice to you here so you'll remember my words:
            
            I would like to, idk if you're going to do this or not because things have changed between us. This is my last advice for you. You're in a new State, new city, new school, new neighborhood, it means you'll meet new people and make new friends, who are going to change you into new you, because you are getting older and people around will have influence on you, it can be good or bad. But as your guardian, this is what I want you to keep yourself away from:
            
            You met new kids at school and you want to make new friends, you will go to them or they will come to you. When you meet them, look at their fingers and nails, you might see signs of if they smoke or not. Look their eyes is they do drugs or not, smell them if they are in alcohol or not. Boys who are wearing hats like these:
            
            I'm talking about that specific design hat, flat beak peep cap. Mostly street boys wear that, so stay away from those who wear that, or be clever around them. Some or most would want to date you only for $ex. Also,note the way they walk or talk or what music they like, you may get signs of what kind of people they are, good or bad.
            
            Focus on your studies and your dreams, help your Mom in any way you can. Don't disappoint her, try making her see that you want her to see in you, and never give up on her when she really needs you. Be strong to face whatever life throws at you. Help others if you think you can help them in any way. Don't trust people easily nor give out where you live or work or your number, easily (when you get one) to people. Stay away from drugs, any kind of alcohol, no night clubs or late night out with friends. Take responsibility of yourself, be good to people.
            
            Love
            Father ❤
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catlee_the_cat

Hey KayKay, this is your old friend, I just, idk, if you ever see this, I just want to say that I am sorry for everything that happened 3 years ago, the fights we had from my old account and how I was angry at you. It was my fault, I pushed you away, I feel like I did.
          
          I hope you are okay and happy in your life, miss you a lot. Happy belated 18th birthday, baby princess ❤
          Lots of love
          "Father".

Decembra1998

I miss you I hope all is okay

catlee_the_cat

@Decembra1998 Oh cool. (so sorry I took so long to reply, I missed this notification)
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Decembra1998

Hey, just letting you know you are missed ❤

Decembra1998

@TheRealVampire highschool? A bunch of my friends have been on hiatus due to highschool
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Decembra1998

@TheRealVampire i suppose. It has been a very long time since we have spoken
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KayKayLuvzKookie

//how i wonder what if we were all born as homosexuals being criticized for going heterosexual instead? its a curious thought, once you forget about the technicalities

KayKayLuvzKookie

@-warmpetals //you're kidding. send me a link?
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-warmpetals

@KayKayLuvzKookie 
            They actually made a short movie about that on YT
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KayKayLuvzKookie

/i dont know if there was ever a time where i hated myself as much as i have lately. i hurt so many people, and now i am hurting myself, i am so stupid, and i cannot be forgiven, things are so different, and i can't cope, there are things i miss, there are things i dont, there are my dreams that will never come true and there are marks that i made, that i cannot erase. 
          for what have i become?

EyesInMyGalaxy

@TheRealVampire Alright, alright. I just. . . . . . . . . . . I know this is pathetic, because as my mother says, "It's not your problem, so why worry about it?" But, I don't like seeing relationships going to waist. And NO, I don't mean you 2 are dating. But 'relationship', I mean you 2 have/had a relationship, whether a friendship, or a friendship, or just some words.
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EyesInMyGalaxy

@KayKayLuvzKookie Hey, Hey, Hey. Calm down. It's okay if you hurt other people, as long as you make up for it in the end. talk to @TheRealVampire. He's torn. Please, don't hurt yourself. PLEASE! People make mistakes. If we didn't, we wouldn't be human. Cope some other way. Write your heart out of Wattpad. If you don't have a story, make one! If you have no ideas, I can help; I have SO many ideas, and all them are different books. But, here's the thing; I have too many books. I can help you! Yes, you CAN be forgiven. It just takes time. I promise. Please, don't cut. There are other ways. No, I've never cut. But I've thought about it. I know several people who used to do it. The one stopped. So did the other. I know a lot of people on Wattpad who used to cut. I go to her when I need help. She used to cut. When I told her I was looking at that steak knife, she begged me not to do it. So, I didn't. And I haven't looked at one for that purpose since. It's a think that you get addicted to. 
            
            You have become a lost soul. Someone who doesn't know where you are. Your stuck. Not a bad person. No, just a person who needs some guidance. I can help.
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Decembra1998

You just have to try day by day to reconcile what happened, and try your best to move on. It takes a long while, believe me, some may stay for a long time while others go away quite soon.
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