hi.. it's me katzu
is eveyone good??? well i can say everyone is doing good. maybe work, schoo, with family, friend and others.
i wanna say is... i'm sorry if i don't update anything. honestly, im stuck idea. really really stuck for now, cause well... you can say busy with my college. is really hard... but i'm sure i can through that.
so... what i wanna say is... maybe is like a vent, so... yeah. honestly there's some feeling i feel something missing. i can't say what's that but the point is... feel empty. you might be asking why feel empty. well eventually i have been throught some bad year and bad month. very tough right??? hehehe.. aside of that so much word i wanna say but i don't know where should i say.. but what i wanna say is
to my friend in server, thank you for accepting me. even i rarely chat there, but i still try to active, well you can say like a participant.
to my friend hear my bad story. thank you for still accepting me.. im grateful you still forgive me and gave me another chance even is the third chance. thank you so much.
to my friend i hurt and i dont wanna say who is he. i'm sorry, you can't forgive me and i know.. what i did is worst. and what i can say is... sorry. yeah.... i too coward and stupid, i changed after you gave me a big punch, i know. i feel coward and once again sorry
honestly... in rl, i still lost direction who really i am actually... i'm not a good guy. i have many flaws in myself. i'm weird,i'm a useless, i'm weak. i'm not a brave man. but, i still search how i can to resolve that flawless i have.
that's all vent i wanna to say. thanks for reading my vent and yeah... sorry my bad english. there's still so much i need to learn. i dunno if this fine if i vent here cause.. I don't know how to express the feeling of restlessness and emptiness I'm experiencing to. so, i choose this app. where someone introduce me what's wattpad and how fun to express your story so... that's it for today
this is katzu and thanks everyone.
