Cidren-Kola

Looking at my old stories seems so surreal.

Good evening, y'all! I took some time off, but that ain't important-
          I've got some great news! 
          
          I'll be transferring over TATW to my Quotev to see how good it does there, first of all! Which would mean some story changes; if you thought me to be lazy- 
          
          No, but srsly, there are some story changes coming because I don't want plot holes in my books! 
          
          Also, qotd, do you find my books enjoyable to read?

Sometimes, I wonder if my book would've been more of a hit if I released it as a physical copy. 
          Hell, I could even sneak it into the library.

Got back with my roleplaying group and seriously, lots of things had changed. 
          
          Almost every admin had a godlike OC in their name, which most likely isn't true.
          
          So I wrote in a character that's effectively like Najimi and Kumagawa, titled only as God Ender Kodokuna.
          
          So what's up with y'all?

You know what I would be so down with? 
          
          Joining a roleplay group. 
          
          Been a long time since I was in one, and it was boatloads of fun. I'll admit, I got enough on my plate as it is with youth group and writing but it'd be fun to be in one again. 
          
          I'm not weird or anything, it's nothing romantic or k1nky. The ones I used to be in were associated with fandoms, like Ramshackle or MHA. Or even an amalgamation of some like Fandom Highschool. 
          
          It was fun creating OCs throwing them in a sandbox and play around with them like action figures. Though now I see where the stigma comes from. 
          
          Hell, I would even admit one of my ideas for <Tales From The Echoverse> consisted of a roleplay. Ironically named <A Phantom's Love Story>.
          
          Would get into it, but I don't figure the lot of u to be into that kind of stuff. Kinda self-inserty with all the dues having similar traits to my own personality and even bumpy with the absurd-ness of the storyline. 
          
          But we all make drafts of stories we never want to publish, right? Besides, if I publish the story now, the rest of my book's storylines would get spoiled. 
          
          Hell, and that's another story for another day. 

Y'all think I should get discord? Or like, maybe possibly quotev? 
          
          

The sky's the limit. And that includes an artist's imagination. Found within the painter who created a mile-long mural across the Berlin Wall. Or the pianist from New Brunswick who would go on to write their own piece that would fill the listeners' hearts with newfound emotions. Or the singer who found her own calling in life, becoming a talented vocalist across the Americas. 
          
          That's what excites me about Living In A Fairytale; the artist's ability to turn pure emotion into something meaningful, beautiful, breathtaking and awespiring. 
          
          I myself am a singer, but I know I cannot speak for everyone dedicated to the arts. I know about just the same of musical theory as those who are talented with instruments, yet if anything, we are complete opposites. 
          
          That's why there is no general beauty synonymous with each of the arts. Art is subjective to artists and to its audience.
          
          It can be something unlifting and something somber. It can encourage you to push through life, or teach you a new life lesson.
          
          
          Everyone's an artist, able to make emotions materialize as auditory or visual aspirations. 
          
          SIlence can be depicted as an audible wind. It can be visualized as a deep, black void. Footsteps which echo outwards, as you take every step forward.
          
          Happiness can be depicted as a joyful tune on a xylophone as you're stroling across the beachside aside a orange sunset. 
          
          Sadness can be depicted as rain, both visual and auditory.
          
          
          My thoughts are jumbled, but I do hope you can listen to my rhythm, and, if even better, wishing to understand those emotions with me. 
          
          For now, I bid everyone farewell, for now.
          
          
          
          

Update on the upcoming novels of both Echoes and Living (that's its name) 
          
          Echoes already in the first half of chapter 1 while Living is still in development-
          
          Y'know, I wish I could've made Living into a movie cuz that shiii would be lit. I could just learn CGI and trust me, the filming would be top-tier.

I swear, I just get this huge feeling of deja vú whenever I see a lookalike of someone I used to e-date at school. Literally, they're in the same grade! 
          Idk, anyone else get that feeling sometimes? Cuz there's so many people in the world that look like literal twins and I know my case isn't the only one.

Question for those who see this; have you ever been motivated to write an entire story because of a song?
          
          ...if you have, it's like painting your own canvas and making music become reality.
          
          Also this idea may be similar to MHA but pay attention to me here..
          
          A life story of a wannabe artist in a world where people can summon objects out of thin air?
          
          Their objects are chosen at birth and influence their path in life. 
          
          Not everyone has this ability and there's, of course, segregation because of this 'freaky' ability. 
          
          But this wannabe artist was born with a piano. Supposedly set from the start, as no one likes piano anymore (since it's synonymous to 'old' music and all that).
          
          But our protag is determinded to go big! 
          
          I'm planning to make this book similar in length to Echoes but I also want to incorperate the songs of a particular artist I kinda idolize. 
          
          
          BTW, kudos to anyone who knows 'The Author' from heart! 
          
          And you know which one i'm talking abt.. ;)
          
          ~Darling, I will be the wind behind your sails!