@JxstLidl
Never believe people from the internets kids, not even if you’ve been texting w them for over a year. They’ll turn out faking most of things and making you absolutely jumping off something lol. I love choosing the wrong people but being to attached to leave
I don’t know if the feeling right before picking up the metal feels so incredibly good or scary
I’m so done with living
I hate being like this, I hate being me. I can’t do it anymore. wtf is wrong with me, I’m annoying, I text all the time, I text people who clearly don’t want me to text them. I text TOO much expect for the people who love me I don’t text those that much and I hate myself for it sm. I text people who don’t care until they care even less. I destroy myself every single time, I get attached to people who give a shit. I don’t wanna be anymore. I can’t do it I just can’t it hurts so much. I don’t want to need reassurance anymore. I can’t. I just want it to stop, I want me to stop.
Hi hi! Don't think that, there is nothing wrong with you, you're not annoying and you never will be. There's nothing wrong with texting people and the people who text you does want you texting them. Don't hate yourself for not texting people wnough that loves you because there's nothing wrong as long as you're spending good times with them! People care about you and likes you texting them and cares about it. There's nothing wrong with you being attached to people who cares about you and there will be never be nothing wrong with it. We're always here, I'm here to help. Your important and the people surrounding you cares about you. If you ever wanna talk about it, I'm always here to talk but if you don't then that's fine too! I'll always be with you❤️
I hate being officially undiagnosed, it’s so fucking horrible. I do know what I have since I do have a diagnosis but my parents made it unofficial, yay. I just wanna know what the fuck is wrong with me, I wanna know if those things just got worse or if there is more.
@JxstLidl I understand that. I think in your parents own way wanted to help. Sometimes our parents don’t know what’s best but want to help anyways.
@NicoleVultao sadly my therapist said okay years ago when I got my diagnosis and my parents said ,we don’t want that it’ll ruin her life, so it’s my parents fault but the doctor didn’t give me the diagnosis, since the health care In Germany is weird can’t get therapy since I already was in therapy without a diagnosis, well I could but they wouldn’t pay and my paneers can’t afford it privately :/ thank you so much for your offer I really really appreciate that❤️ the same to you!
Your parents can’t unofficially undiagnose you only a doctor can. If you know what it is I suggest looking it up online just to see what the symptoms are and then if it gets worse talk to your doctor. If you need someone to talk to I’m here
I’ve become bigger, much bigger, my skin is mad and my face even more round. I hate it
Fuck bein the last one to get electric and water back, IM BACK BITCHES. Fuck fire for cutting us from society.
I really thought this time it was gonna last, this time I’ll be okay. I’m back to reading comfort OS, back to the bad thoughts back to all this shit. Why won’t it last. I was okay.. I really thought I’m done
@JxstLidl I can't imagine how you feel right now. I don't know what happened but If you want to talk about it (if you're comfortable to tell it) or maybe anything i can do to help I'm always here for you :')
How many Aura did I loose when I fell back into possessive obsessive stalker vibes over someone I def shouldn’t and promised myself to never again? I think I need a life or someone who can handle me and actually wants me, romantically. Send help
I hate everyone, I hate that I push the people I love the most away and that I act so fucking horrible, I hurt everyone, I act like asshole and I pushed my favourite girl away becuase I don’t fucking know, do I want someone to ask about it? Is it that? Do I want someone to make me think they care? Is it becuase I think so low of myslef that I just want someone to make sure to shoes me how much I am worth something without getting tired? I don’t fucking know, I know nothing exept for the fact that I’m a fucking asshole and I don’t wanna be here anymore, I just want it to stop so bad. I don’t want to die, I want it to stop.
@JxstLidl you may think that but there will always be someone who will think you're an amazing person, ready to love you platonic or romantically! We love you and you're a great wonderful person! Always remember that :]]
