Hi, my name is Aviyona I am nineteen years old and I am a writer. I love music and writing so I associate my chapters with songs that represent what I am feeling in the moments. I suck at socializing and cringe at the idea of having to talk to people due to my social anxiety and crippling anxiety at that. So the best way for me to communicate is through my words and through music. You see I feel things a lot deeper than I really want too, if I'm being honest and think so much into deeper thought that I wish my head would just fucking explode so I could have some relief. I follow my morals too much, so I don't really fit in with people my age and the struggle to just be myself versus what people want me to be is often a greater punishment than it seems. I'm not asking for empathy nor donations. Hell, honestly I don't even know what I'm asking nonetheless of what the hell I'm even doing writing this I guess if I'm gonna be honest I'm just trying to make it. Not into Hollywood or influence or any type of shit like that simply just write and explain how I think what matters to me I guess. This human life shit is killing me already as it is. I haven't explored enough in life yet. So I'm guessing your next question is why write if you don't know what your doing? Well, to put it simply it's the one thing that allows me to get my thoughts out, the one place where things feel normal. Somewhere I can escape having to use my brain all the time and just turn off my mind. At one point in time, reading was my escape but that place became abandoned so long ago. Anyways, I know this is suppose to be a bio for the author but I figured since I already have three of these accounts I'd just use this one for my journal entries which are basically just events and emotions being represented and titled by chapters of my life or even moments of my life where that song represented me as not only and emotion but as a whole in where I was standing in my life at that moment. Who knew RIght ?!?!