You better buzz the f off everybody. This is my universe and you won't like it. At all. It's noisy, it's boring, it's repetitive and it never learns to shut up. It won't surrender to what's true and will handle to everything that's in reach. And it never learnt to let go. Never. That's a curse, and the endless seek of a deep connection feels so heavy now. I won't let it go. How hopeless.