JillyFTRS

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Hey…so…back again…
          	
          	Ya’ll probably don’t want to hear that ANOTHER fucking Wattpad user is going on a hiatus, but um…hi.
          	
          	Slight rant ig?/ explanation (:
          	
          	So basically, I’m feeling a bit burnt out and lonely because I moved schools (everyone did) and all my friends and basically everyone I knew (not even from school but also from camp) went to one school while I went to the other. And I’m just feeling really lonely and burnt out, and like idk…empty. I rarely study anymore, nor care abt my grade…(dw guys my average is 93 I procrastinate lmaoo), and I just find it way harder to go to school, and I just genuinely miss my friends…I can’t even get it on some days. I don’t even read. Just scroll. And I LOVE reading. I also haven’t gone on Wattpad in a while, so I’m so sorry. I just don’t feel like going on anymore.
          	
          	Apology for not talking to my moots too…I feel like I’m breaking away from them..especially:
          	@itsjoyceblevins
          	@stars_and_daggers
          	@-hibicxs_mxse 
          	
          	I’m not ignoring any of you, just so you know. I just can’t bring myself to log on again. 
          	
          	Updates for yall bc I won’t be back here in a long time/I’ll be on and off lowk:
          	-I need glasses
          	-I have something called VSS (visual snow syndrome)
          	-I have braces now lmao 
          	-yeah that’s it lowkey
          	I’m gonna take a short mental break but TRUST I will be back (: I just feel like I need a break so SORRY for being MIA (insert Katseye song) here’s the official announcement!!
          	(
          	So yeah..thanks for reading all the yappachino. Ily u all <3

TheAnalogyQueen

@JillyFTRS Hey, I don't know if this will be useful to you, but there's this website I use sometimes called pixelthought.co where I put in a stressful thought and it puts stuff into perspective... if you're ever anxious or anything because of school and because life isn't really going the way you thought it would (because let's be fr, life is rlly hard), you could use it (if it actually helps you). I know what it feels like to get really lonely and feel empty, as if nothing really matters anymore and the person you were died with the dream you had, so just know that people on a small corner of the internet are thinking of you and are rooting for you even when you're not here
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JillyFTRS

@-hibiscxs_mxse- I’ll pin message you thoo
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JillyFTRS

this message may be offensive
Hey…so…back again…
          
          Ya’ll probably don’t want to hear that ANOTHER fucking Wattpad user is going on a hiatus, but um…hi.
          
          Slight rant ig?/ explanation (:
          
          So basically, I’m feeling a bit burnt out and lonely because I moved schools (everyone did) and all my friends and basically everyone I knew (not even from school but also from camp) went to one school while I went to the other. And I’m just feeling really lonely and burnt out, and like idk…empty. I rarely study anymore, nor care abt my grade…(dw guys my average is 93 I procrastinate lmaoo), and I just find it way harder to go to school, and I just genuinely miss my friends…I can’t even get it on some days. I don’t even read. Just scroll. And I LOVE reading. I also haven’t gone on Wattpad in a while, so I’m so sorry. I just don’t feel like going on anymore.
          
          Apology for not talking to my moots too…I feel like I’m breaking away from them..especially:
          @itsjoyceblevins
          @stars_and_daggers
          @-hibicxs_mxse 
          
          I’m not ignoring any of you, just so you know. I just can’t bring myself to log on again. 
          
          Updates for yall bc I won’t be back here in a long time/I’ll be on and off lowk:
          -I need glasses
          -I have something called VSS (visual snow syndrome)
          -I have braces now lmao 
          -yeah that’s it lowkey
          I’m gonna take a short mental break but TRUST I will be back (: I just feel like I need a break so SORRY for being MIA (insert Katseye song) here’s the official announcement!!
          (
          So yeah..thanks for reading all the yappachino. Ily u all <3

TheAnalogyQueen

@JillyFTRS Hey, I don't know if this will be useful to you, but there's this website I use sometimes called pixelthought.co where I put in a stressful thought and it puts stuff into perspective... if you're ever anxious or anything because of school and because life isn't really going the way you thought it would (because let's be fr, life is rlly hard), you could use it (if it actually helps you). I know what it feels like to get really lonely and feel empty, as if nothing really matters anymore and the person you were died with the dream you had, so just know that people on a small corner of the internet are thinking of you and are rooting for you even when you're not here
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JillyFTRS

@-hibiscxs_mxse- I’ll pin message you thoo
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JillyFTRS

lowkey feel like I’m slowly breaking away from wattpad

itsjoyceblevins

@JillyFTRS IT'S OK, JUST PLS DON'T ABANDON US PLSPLSPLS
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birdie_ts

@JillyFTRS same like since I got headphones I’ve been on yt more
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JillyFTRS

“Hi, can you please check out my stor—“
          NOOOOO IM NOT IM SORRY T-T

itsjoyceblevins

@JillyFTRS I mean, I'm all for supporting small writers on here, except if they're bots. No one has requested that I check out their stories on my page, but if they did, I'd put them in a separate reading list.
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plswork2024

@JillyFTRS I get your rage moat of the time I say no and block them lol
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JillyFTRS

I think Lara is my bias yall

JillyFTRS

Yall don't know how happy I am like this is actually-- I love @Sliver_Star-  's appfics and plus pjo? Likeeee. Tate i am so gagged
          
          Anyways go apply mls!!! I hope i can cook smth up and finally get into the main cast for the first time for my fave Fandom!! Crossing fingers !! 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/400796846

JillyFTRS

@itsjoyceblevins Lara phase lowkey T-T
            I’ve been an eyekon since debut lmaoo
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itsjoyceblevins

@JillyFTRS ywwww
            
            Lemme guess: ur going through ur Katseye phase?
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JillyFTRS

so um guys…I’m back! I’m back from camp! But I will be gone on Wednesday bc I’m going to a lake with my family T-T  im so so sorry I haven’t been very active lately I’m trying but you know. I feel bad tho. I don’t deserve this many of you for me doing nothing ):