JewellFlame

I'm at the point of disphoria where I can't go outside in just a T-shirt without wearing TWO binders. It's spring! I can't wear my hoodie!

OgRedt0mato

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@JewellFlame rn time came where its getting hot outside so bye bye my comfortable hoodies and hello whatever i find bc ik I can't style shit :\
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OgRedt0mato

@JewellFlame  i kinda understand you. 
          	   I usually wear hoodies bc i kinda am insecure of my body and hoodies are comfortable and stuff and i never wear bra underneath bc it suffocates me but when summer starts i have to start wearing bras and t shirts and i rlly hate that  
          	  Like how am i supposed to survive  the bras are same like wearing a t-shirt inside too so i always feel overheated 
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JewellFlame

I'm at the point of disphoria where I can't go outside in just a T-shirt without wearing TWO binders. It's spring! I can't wear my hoodie!

OgRedt0mato

this message may be offensive
@JewellFlame rn time came where its getting hot outside so bye bye my comfortable hoodies and hello whatever i find bc ik I can't style shit :\
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OgRedt0mato

@JewellFlame  i kinda understand you. 
             I usually wear hoodies bc i kinda am insecure of my body and hoodies are comfortable and stuff and i never wear bra underneath bc it suffocates me but when summer starts i have to start wearing bras and t shirts and i rlly hate that  
            Like how am i supposed to survive  the bras are same like wearing a t-shirt inside too so i always feel overheated 
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JewellFlame

Meet Echo!
          Echo is the newest addition to the Leou-Rye subsystem, they're Semi-mute and very friendly.
          Echo is some sort of mammal species with fuzzy tan and  ears. Not sure if they have a gender or not. Their skin is a nice beige and their hair is on the shaggy side with blue tips.

JewellFlame

They like wearing jeans and Ice skating (like me! [Lyrin]).
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JewellFlame

I'm doing a lot better now! (Fow the two or three that actually care.)
          I have two binders and I'm (mostly) out to my secondary family. (aunts, grandmothers, people that don't live with me)
          They're supportive, and I don't feel like doing *that* anymore.
          Thanks to the ones who've read my book and commented on my feed. Specifically, @TemSaysHoi, @_AllMight_Smile, and @seattleinthesea.
          Thanks, really.

OgRedt0mato

@JewellFlame i am glad youre doing okay now ❤️
            
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JewellFlame

I love hugs from people I trust.
            
            "King" *Euphoria*
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JewellFlame

TW: SUICIDEAL IDEATIONS.
          
          So,
          I won't be able to post for a long while, I'm grounded from my main posting device.
          Imma keep this short.
          I attempted suicide, and now I'm kept on close watch by my 'parents'.
          I'll try to keep y'all updated.

TemSaysHoi

@JewellFlame That's great! Iʻm glad you have people you can turn to :)
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JewellFlame

@TemSaysHoi I do! I promise! And yeah, actually, I'm doing amazing! My grandmother bought me two binders and I found out most of my secondary family is supportive (Funny, they're Christian)!
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TemSaysHoi

@JewellFlame I hope you remember me btw...
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JewellFlame

Someone explain the preppy slang to me- I got pulled out of school a while back and I basically live under a rock.

OgRedt0mato

@JewellFlame preppy usually means proper and elegant
            Like someone who takes care of themselves with proper thing and wears proper things 
            
            But today its meaning has decreased to using lot of skin care having logn nails to tap on things to make it asmr and wear white things that have small multiple prints liek clean style 
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JewellFlame

Not me doing research on Psychosis and realizing I have many symptoms, Totally not me.

JewellFlame

Now I gotta figure out the difference between Depression and Psychosis Damnit!
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JewellFlame

But I also have a lot of opposing symptoms-
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