It's that time of week again. Yup, its SPOILER SUNDAY!
          
          I hope you enjoyed the easy ride you had last week because there are a lot of potholes on the road from now on. So buckle in, grab your trauma tear buckets and prepare yourselves, because this weeks chapter may hurt.
          
          You know the drill by now.....
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          We spent the next ten minutes scrolling through the list of movies, trying to decide on one we both wanted to watch. She wanted to watch a horror film, but I'm not a fan of them. I kept suggesting other films, like comedies or dramas, but she had already seen most of them.
          
          We were still arguing over what to watch when my bedroom door opened and someone walked in, only their eyes visible over the stack of supplies they carried in their arms.
          
          "I can hear you two bickering from out in the hall. I thought the deal was I went to bring the snacks and you'd have a movie picked out by the time I got back. Haven't you two idiots found anything for us to watch tonight yet?" Ri asked, as he dumped all the supplies on the bed. "What the hell are you two doing?" he said, looking at how we were arranged on the bed.

Eeekkk! I just found out some very exciting news. But I can't share it with you just yet, but I promise I will in time. Until then, excuse me while I go and scream into a pillow and kick my feet

I won't be around until later this evening (adulting duties, yay), but I'll check back in later.  New chapter is out in just over 2 hours time. Enjoy!

@Sillybeanns well..........

Happy Sunday everyone! And Happy Han day (Sept 14th) ❤️❤️
          
          It's that time of the week again, you guessed it, SPOILER SUNDAY.
          
          Last week's chapter was a bit of a suckered punch right in the feels, so this  week I shall deliver you no suckered punches (not obvious ones anyway). I'll give you a little time to recover from last week and to prepare for the upcoming ones....
          
          So, here's this week's little spoiler.
          
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          "I know, I know. Jesus fucking Christ Nate, I know. Trust me, there's nothing you can say that I haven't already screamed at myself a million times over. Or what Ri has screamed at me a thousand times more. I'm going to uncomplicate things, don't worry. I have a plan to make this work, just trust me, okay? It'll be okay. We'll be okay. All of us, alright?" I said, looking at him and offering him my best convincing smile. Which felt fake even to me, just like my words. But I hoped if I could convince myself at least, then maybe that was a start to convincing him. Fake it 'till you make it. 

Still thinking about the chapter. 
          
          Sometimes I think that I feel things too deeply. I read, and I cry. In those moments, those things are happening to me; my brain can’t differentiate between something happening in the book to fictional characters and something that has happened to me in real life. 
          
          There are books that I’ve read that stay with me for months and months and months because they touched me so deeply. I think back to the moments that are emotionally intense, and I well up with tears. It’s a physical reaction. 
          
          I was Ri and Dex in this chapter. I’m such a sap. Maybe institutionalize me? Don’t (but actually do).

New chapters coming tonight at 7pm. Counselling session starts at 8pm

@Sillybeanns seat belts 

Happy Sunday everyone! You know what that means, right? Yup, you guessed it. IT'S SPOILER SUNDAY!!!
          
          If you don't want to see a little snippet from the next chapter, then look away now
          
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          "Enough, Ri. You're working them too hard. Take a break everyone, get some water" Noah said, a chorus of relieved murmurs filling the room as most of the guys flopped to the floor. Noah stepped closer to Ri. "Whatever you think you're doing here, it stops now. You hear me? Calm down. Take a break. Now" he said in his Alpha tone, leaving no room for argument.
          
          "Fine" Ri said. He grabbed a bottle of water from the table and headed towards the door. "I'm going for a walk" he announced, before he threw open the door and stormed out.
          
          "What the hell is his problem?" Caleb asked from the floor, his face screwed up like he was in pain, sweat dripping off him.
          
          "He has many. Where do you want to start?" Kai panted.

So today's writing day hasn't got off to a great start so far.
          
          Woke up and made myself somewhat presentable for human viewing (urgh) and headed down to my local Starbucks, arriving super early (9.15am) and the only person in the place. Looking forward to my meat free sausage breakfast roll and hot choccie with cream.....only to find no food for me (sobs in hungry person mode). Okay fine, guess it's whipped cream for breakfast then.
          
          I then pull out my laptop to start, but then remember I'm using my new phone and I haven't set up my laptop to hot-spot from my phone. At this point I don't know who is more of a fossil - me or my dinosaur of a laptop, so I can't figure out how to do this, especially when my braincells are screaming for food but there's nothing I can eat here.
          
          Ahhhh..... and so I sit here staring at a screen I can't even write on if I wanted too, bit too stubborn to go home. 
          
          Send help, Internet connection and food